went vivo to watched movie wif them...got me,tian zuo,ying ren,zhi qiang n jie chow...we watched 915pm show..we watching e korean tsunami show...e show is quite touching but surprisely i din cry...usually i watched dis kind of movie i will cry de...but dunno y im not crying...izzit becuz i have no more tears already or actually dis show is not reali tat touching...hmmm...watched till 11plus den took cab back home..

reached home abt 12 like tat...den after tat msn chat wif my 2nd ou xiang mr lee..he still sick lar..hope he reali doing fine...will be going to watch his match tml...hee...hope he reali can play well for tml match...thinking whether wanna buy liang cha for him to drink anot...izzit too "kuang zhang"?haha...



head going to explore soon...i noe too much things already...im started to get tired again...wat should i do...i juz wan to stay happy always n not to have so much prob in me...single also got prob,in a relationship also got prob...how to make no prob?gif me some peace can...



wat i wan in a relationship is very simple...



i wan him to be caring

i wan him to dotes me

i wan him to love me

i wan him to concern me

i wan him to share my happines n sorrow wif me

i wan him to be my side whenever i needs him

its so simple...



but why dis someone cant gif me those things tat i wan...is not hard at all...i have gave u so many yrs to treated me all dis but y cant u juz gif me those things tat i wan...why?am i not worth it for u to treat me all dis...u told me tat u not yet to becum wat i wan...so when is e rite time u can becum wat i wan u to be?u wan me to wait for u until how long,mths or yrs?by time my head is going to explore already...



im reali very tired already...im trying very hard to be happy n try not to think so much as possible...but u kept running through my mind...whenever i think of u,my tears juz flow out frm nowhere...i reali dunno wat to do...should i wait for u to cum back by my side,or should i move forward to find my another path way...
i need a man who can do those things to me...provided i likes him...to acc me to walk through all e way wif me till e end of e time...is juz so simple,n i think every gals wan dey r guys to do all those things to them...either am i...