argh...stomach is damn painful till i cant get to slp due to menses...y woman have to cum menses ar...so troublesome...at last im back home to slp liao le...how i wish i dun cum back to dis hse...cuz i think is going to fall apart soon..we dun look like one family already...not like last time always go out eat together or at home chit chat together..cuz my dad is having affair,yes its true no doubt!came back home saw him inside my e another room to chat wif e bloody woman....speak malay some more..it have been abt few mths liao...mum n bro knew it already but my mum dun wan to bother abt it...bro always lock himself inside e room n play game if not he will be working till nite den cum back...mum sometimes went out to play mj wif her frenz...rite now we seldom at home together,even at home also in e room watching tv or playing games...affair started when he went to batam wif his boss n some other colleagues..whenever i think of dis i dun feel like cuming back home...i feel so not like a family n dun look like a home already...i wish to move to another hse n dun cum back again.wish to live myself...n yes...im going to move to marsiling...thanks to my dad cuz he have no more cpf already...got gd n bad actually...bad is go work very far n gd is near baby hse...haha..but how i wish i have a gd family...


new yr cuming soon lo...yeah!i wan to do rebonding n facial before cny...think most slightly will be doing all those things at end of e mth...haha...need to buy some clothes...but not too many maybe 1 or 2 more...haha...at least muz get new clothes mah rite..dun ask y got buy clothes at taipei y still wan buy so many clothes..cuz woman will nv think dey r clothes r enough...haha...baby saw dis will nag at me again...haha..opps!
hmmm...k lar...got to slp liao...tml still got to work full shift...how i wish i no need to work...hor dear!hee...nitez everyone...