its mon already...fast!not working de feeling is damn gd sia...haha...shiok!haha...but dunno y i dun wan go back slp lei...wahaha...maybe later den go back slp lor...hee...

sat went out to ah ma hse for dinner wif baby...den evening we go town...take a few pic while waiting for bus...





nite when o bar wif them...it was a last day for o bar cuz dey will be moving to bugis...last day for o bar at there n also my last nite going o bar...i wont be going to club unless its a frenz'z birthday or special occassion den i go,other wise i wont be going clubbing anymore...
a very sad n guity things happen on tat sat nite...
a very unforgettful nite tat i ever have in my whole life..

i have broke my promise to baby...i told him tat i will be reaching his hse at 1am...but in e end i reached his hse nearly 4am...n worse thing,i have seh on tat nite..have drank alot tat nite...haiz!
baby was super angry n disappointed at me...i was damn sad...i cried e whole nite n e next day too...he almost nearly wan to break off wif me tat nite...i reali cannot take it when he ignored me or not toking to me...i cried till slp...he din slp much cuz of me.he told me tat he was at downstair waiting for me frm 2am to 3 am...he said seeing every cab drove by his hse tot tat it could be me,but its not me...he was damn pissed off...

it was my first time seeing my baby was so fierce to me...i hope i wont make it happen again...i wish there will be no next time for me to break promise to him again...
rite now its over already...he have forgiven me yesterday..n im glad tat he still love me as before...i think cuz of dis our love have becum much stronger...i guess..hee...


roy is rite...i fortunate to have him as my bf...cuz he said can see tat my baby reali treat me very gd...n also he can see tat i have found my happiness..haha..i also agree wat he said to me tat nite...
hope our path way tat we going to walk through will be fine all e way..hee...


april will be damn busy for baby...cuz of his exam n project...surely he dun have time for me...i hope i wont gif him any attitiude so tat he can concentrate his stuff...(i will try not to gif attitude to u but cannot garantee tat i wont ar...hee...)
i guess my 6mths anniversary celebration gonna delay already due of his exam on tat day...sad..
but no choice...haiz...hope we dun delay till too late...
n baby still said after his exam ends,we can plan for our next oversea trip...hee...yeah!looking forward on tat...hee...


p.s


to baby,


dear,im so sorry tat i have broke my promise to u...
im sorry tat i shouldnt make u so upset n disappointed...
it will be my first time n also my last time to make u so sad...
i noe tat i shouldnt break my promise,but i noe im in wrong already...
i reali felt very guitly tat i have make u so disappointed...
there wont be next time i swear...
i promise u!
thanks for e forgiveness...
im glad tat u have forgive me...

i love u for wat u did to me...
i love u so much dear...
i wish cuz of dis thing,our love will becum much stronger...
dis thing happen,it make me more assure tat i cant lose u..
cuz i noe tat once i lose u,its means my life r not wortless anymore..
i love u as much as anyone..

i love u so much baby...thanks for giving me another chance...muackz!