memories...
writing blog again..out of a sudden...thinking abt my past...thinking abt all e relationnship i had before...especially thinking of dis guy...his name is jxnxon.he was younger dan me...i onli can say his younger dan me but i cant say how younger he was...not reali very young also lar...i wont forget how we get to noe each other...when i think back it was so funny...he quite a cute guy...eyes small small wan lor...when he smiles cant reali see his eyes...quite humour also...be wif him reali make me feel comfortable and very happy...e place we noe each other is at sengkang bball court...i was playing bball wif my partner huifen...and he wif some of his frenz playing bball at there too...at first i felt that dey r very irritatating...cuz dey damn noisy...after tat we start to play 4 or 4...at that time i nv realise him much...light off le,its time to go for a drink...after ahwile suddenly there is someone saying bye to me...i nv reali see very clearly cuz e light is already off le...i was so surprised tat it was him who say bye to me...at first i tot tat he saying to another person...so i turn my head and see whether izzit he saying bye to his fren anot...but there is no one standing behind me...so i juz say bye to him lor...
when tat time i was going to 18 yrs old...tat is my last yr playing youth cup...watching guys compettiton at yuhua cc...guess wat...i saw him playing in the court...i was so surprise...i more n more interested on him so i asked one of my fren whether tat dey noe him anot...juz nice my fren regina's fren noe him so she helped me ask her fren his no...in the end i got his no.i was so happy and nervous cuz dunno wat to msg him...and so qiao tat day is his birthday lor...and suddenly my mind say can used dis excuse to msg him...haha...so after tat i msg him happy birthday and used tat day on sk court kind of stuff...tat was my first day i noe him 16.05.04.
dis is how we noe each other...we always tok on the phone,from midnite to morning abt 5plus like tat...we almost tok for few days frm midnite to morning le...after tat we slowly fall in luv wif each other...we have been together abt 5mths tot we can last long but in e end our relationship still ended...i was very sad when we broke off...i was sad becuz i dunno y he will broke off wif me without telling me a reason...we nv ever quarrel before...we lived in a happy relationship...dunno izzit maybe becuz tat yr was is o level and we hardly tok and hang out together...tats y we more and more apart frm each other and somer more he busy studying his o level...e last happines he gave me was my 18th birthday...he gave me a very big surprise tat i ever had on my birthday...that is my most happiest birthday i ever had for so many yrs...thanks to him tat my life becum so wonderful...being wif him reali very happy...after we had broke off,we totally nv tok to each other...he treated me like a stranger...he dun even look at me when he see me...tat time i was reali very sad feel like crying...dunno y suddenly e way he treats me r so different...till now we still nv contact...he dun wan to tok to me and dun wan to make fren wif me again le...anyway, hope he doing fine now...i'm happy tat he got a gf...hope he and his gf can last long...and hopefully he will treat her gf gd...
