Monday, August 31, 2009 / 4:42 PM
its monday again...going to sept already...like a fast can...haha...hmmm...my wekend still ok...
sat...
sat after watching rong da bball match went to meet bestie pei n derek at yio chu kang...went to derek hse play mahjong...hee...very long din meet bestie pei...lots of things gonna tell her..although i met them but i think still not enough for me...i think 1 of e day i will ask bestie pei out for dinner or something without derek...haha...bestie pei asked me abt david stuff cuz she was overheard me n david conversation when i was in derek's car...so i told her we r juz a fren lor...haha...
bestie pei:"she said sure not more dan a fren rite"...i juz smile to pei...n she said
bestie pei:"i knew it...so how his character?"so i told pei...
me:"hmmm...still alright lor..." so bestie pei told me
pei: "one day i wanna see hows david look like...haha..."
its like have to go through her first den see whether he can make it anot...haha...so shy lor...
me:i said "ya...i will try lor...hee..."
i noe her y wanna see him...to see whether he can be wif me anot...cuz she dun wan me to get hurt again...which i noe she concern abt me...but to me i think he still alright...but dunno in future i will bw wif him anot i still dunno...but at least david is by my side so tat i wont think so much unhappines memories when i was wif " e him n foo"...i hope he wont becum like them...if he reali becum like them i think i sure cannot take it de ba...but so far he still treat me not bad...but i still will see e rest of e tree de... other dan him lar...haha...
sun
afternoon went queensway wif bao zhen...din buy e shoe tat i wan...cuz e shoe wear it liao its like out of shape...super sad lar...cuz e shoe i aim very long liao...den in e end wear it but not nice lor...sianz...haiz...den after tat went to watch rong da match but in e end postpone cuz raining...den went to belestier eat to wif rong da pple...haha....was having a great time eating wif them...but still abit paisei...e food there was gd...after eat finish den went back home...
so dis is how i spend my wkend...den later i will be going to play bball at batok new shelter court...hope todae i can sweat alot..hee...
sat...
sat after watching rong da bball match went to meet bestie pei n derek at yio chu kang...went to derek hse play mahjong...hee...very long din meet bestie pei...lots of things gonna tell her..although i met them but i think still not enough for me...i think 1 of e day i will ask bestie pei out for dinner or something without derek...haha...bestie pei asked me abt david stuff cuz she was overheard me n david conversation when i was in derek's car...so i told her we r juz a fren lor...haha...
bestie pei:"she said sure not more dan a fren rite"...i juz smile to pei...n she said
bestie pei:"i knew it...so how his character?"so i told pei...
me:"hmmm...still alright lor..." so bestie pei told me
pei: "one day i wanna see hows david look like...haha..."
its like have to go through her first den see whether he can make it anot...haha...so shy lor...
me:i said "ya...i will try lor...hee..."
i noe her y wanna see him...to see whether he can be wif me anot...cuz she dun wan me to get hurt again...which i noe she concern abt me...but to me i think he still alright...but dunno in future i will bw wif him anot i still dunno...but at least david is by my side so tat i wont think so much unhappines memories when i was wif " e him n foo"...i hope he wont becum like them...if he reali becum like them i think i sure cannot take it de ba...but so far he still treat me not bad...but i still will see e rest of e tree de... other dan him lar...haha...
sun
afternoon went queensway wif bao zhen...din buy e shoe tat i wan...cuz e shoe wear it liao its like out of shape...super sad lar...cuz e shoe i aim very long liao...den in e end wear it but not nice lor...sianz...haiz...den after tat went to watch rong da match but in e end postpone cuz raining...den went to belestier eat to wif rong da pple...haha....was having a great time eating wif them...but still abit paisei...e food there was gd...after eat finish den went back home...
so dis is how i spend my wkend...den later i will be going to play bball at batok new shelter court...hope todae i can sweat alot..hee...
Saturday, August 29, 2009 / 1:24 PM
woke up not long...din go queensway already...cuz i overslept...abjust my alarm clock to 11pm instead or 11am lor...im so careless...dunno tml still will go anot...reached home abt 4plus den ard 5am den slp...cuz cant slp after some incident...but after awhile i try to go slp...went to geylang eat supper wif mr august...eat till super full lor...bought him a nike bball t shirt as a birthday present...luckily can fit him..den after tat we went to east coast park to chill...chill till 3plus den went back home...
haiz...dunno tonite will go where lei...sianz...going to watch bao zhen match later...den after tat maybe thinking of going to watch rong da match instead of going batok wif bao zhen to watch them play bball...den after tat dunno go where liao...but todae got e feel to sing lei...dunno y also ...ask zhen whether tonite after dey r bball wan go sing anot...haha...
haiz...dunno tonite will go where lei...sianz...going to watch bao zhen match later...den after tat maybe thinking of going to watch rong da match instead of going batok wif bao zhen to watch them play bball...den after tat dunno go where liao...but todae got e feel to sing lei...dunno y also ...ask zhen whether tonite after dey r bball wan go sing anot...haha...
Friday, August 28, 2009 / 9:25 PM
reached home ard 7plus...bought a bag,a nike bball t shirt n take dis neo print at city suqare...super long din take already...haha...so old sch lor...but im happy to take wif bao zhen todae...although its not very clear..we went to kim gary resturant to eat...e food there is nice...vivo also have dis resturant...one day will go there to have a try...hee...intend to play bball at batok shelter court...but dis idiot bao zhen suddenly last min change he mind to go another court play...wasting my sms lor...so rite now im stayinh at home to wait for mr august to meet me...wanted to watch final destination but fully booked so after tat we also dunno can go where...maybe go for supper n see how it goes lor...hee...
e neo print tat we took at city square...
e neo print tat we took at city square...
tml meeting bao zhen in e afternoon to go queensway...going to spend money again liao le lor...hopefully i dun spend much money...den after tat will be going to watch bao zhen play...after her match maybe i will go support rong da against home u while bao zhen going to batok shelter court play bball...dunno tml after bball dey wan watch movie mah...hee...hopefully tml nite i can go out...if not it will be my boring wkend...
/ 9:31 AM
din go work todae...taking urgent leave cuz i super no mood to work...dunno y also n i cant get back to slp liao le lor...going malaysia dis afternoon wif bao zhen...haha...she manage to take half day leave...so maybe after i blog finish i will go back slp den after tat den meet her go malaysia...hee...see got things to buy anot...haha...hopefully i can buy some shoe back...
was msn wif him juz now...he told me things tat i after i listen i was like sianz half way...its like i think its reali unfair to me can...den how abt me?to u my feeling towards u is juz a joke?but anyway,say dis things to me also no used....u have make me suffer already...u juz spoilt everything...anyway if u r happy den i already feel contented...i wont ask much frm u anymore...and i finding myself back real soon...cuz of 1 person,a person who reali can make me feel very sercure...its juz a start,but who noes after tat will becum like wat...i will observe dis person carefully...n see he reali treat me as wat he wanna treat me...haha...
hope everyone will be happy...i juz wan u to be happy wif her...dis is wat u choose...so dun regret it...
was msn wif him juz now...he told me things tat i after i listen i was like sianz half way...its like i think its reali unfair to me can...den how abt me?to u my feeling towards u is juz a joke?but anyway,say dis things to me also no used....u have make me suffer already...u juz spoilt everything...anyway if u r happy den i already feel contented...i wont ask much frm u anymore...and i finding myself back real soon...cuz of 1 person,a person who reali can make me feel very sercure...its juz a start,but who noes after tat will becum like wat...i will observe dis person carefully...n see he reali treat me as wat he wanna treat me...haha...
hope everyone will be happy...i juz wan u to be happy wif her...dis is wat u choose...so dun regret it...
/ 8:27 AM
libra personality profile...
Possessing a strong internal sense of justice and balance, Libras are typically very fair minded and even handed. Emotionally, Libras tend to avoid extremes: Never becoming too angry, too depressed, too happy or too excited -- they tend keep their cool. Libras are extremely good at seeing both sides of an issue -- so much so that they may have a hard time committing to one side or the other. Quite often, Libras will wear an external mask of fairness and impartiality, while internally they may be very ambitious and goal oriented.
Libras are extremely intelligent, and exceedingly creative. Libra's are always imaginative and are known to daydream. While many Libras put these traits to productive uses -- Libra's sense of balance can sometimes prevent them from finishing projects, because all aspects of their life share equal importance and priority.
Libras also tend to avoid conflict -- preferring to adhere to a central or neutral position most of the time (although internally they may have strong feelings on the matter at hand).
libra in love...
In all things, Libra is balanced -- and this includes relationships. Libra's seek equality in their partners. They desire a balanced and stable relationship which is free of strife, conflict and emotional flare-ups. Libras seek to be loved above all other things -- as the solitary lifestyle runs counter to the fundamental Libra concept of 'balance'.
Libra's ability to understand human nature and human motivations also makes them adept at understanding their partner's needs and desires. Ironically, Libras often have a far greater understanding of others than themselves -- and can sometimes be confused by their own emotions and feelings.
Possessing a strong internal sense of justice and balance, Libras are typically very fair minded and even handed. Emotionally, Libras tend to avoid extremes: Never becoming too angry, too depressed, too happy or too excited -- they tend keep their cool. Libras are extremely good at seeing both sides of an issue -- so much so that they may have a hard time committing to one side or the other. Quite often, Libras will wear an external mask of fairness and impartiality, while internally they may be very ambitious and goal oriented.
Libras are extremely intelligent, and exceedingly creative. Libra's are always imaginative and are known to daydream. While many Libras put these traits to productive uses -- Libra's sense of balance can sometimes prevent them from finishing projects, because all aspects of their life share equal importance and priority.
Libras also tend to avoid conflict -- preferring to adhere to a central or neutral position most of the time (although internally they may have strong feelings on the matter at hand).
libra in love...
In all things, Libra is balanced -- and this includes relationships. Libra's seek equality in their partners. They desire a balanced and stable relationship which is free of strife, conflict and emotional flare-ups. Libras seek to be loved above all other things -- as the solitary lifestyle runs counter to the fundamental Libra concept of 'balance'.
Libra's ability to understand human nature and human motivations also makes them adept at understanding their partner's needs and desires. Ironically, Libras often have a far greater understanding of others than themselves -- and can sometimes be confused by their own emotions and feelings.
/ 2:01 AM
going back to work tml already...sianz...tender my resign letter tml,sure gonna kill by sis...hmmm...after work will be going home first...dunno tml will be meeting mr august mah...dunno wat to buy for him also...think buy a small cake for him...hee...den sat cancel malaysia trip liao...cuz scare bao zhen got not enough time ...so we onli go queensway on sat...malaysia change to next wk...
recently getting closer n closer wif mr david...hmmm...he recently treats me very gd...very caring n stuff...dunno how to say e feeling...but i felt very secure whenever i wif him...feeling is so different... its like i have been so long dun have dis kind of feeling already...i feel so pamper by him...hee...heard some pple said not many pple reali like him...but most importantly is wat i think abt him...he told me tat he like me,he said "although i think tat u wont believe me but time will prove everything..."i was thinking "wow..den i will see whether reali izzit true anot"haha...he reali noe me very well...its like he like stalk me before like tat lor...haha...but no laR...he said he actually saw me 2 yrs back before...n now he saw me again...its like fate...but i like dun rem i saw him before...haha...but anyway,we shall see how it goes ba...la la la...hee...
recently getting closer n closer wif mr david...hmmm...he recently treats me very gd...very caring n stuff...dunno how to say e feeling...but i felt very secure whenever i wif him...feeling is so different... its like i have been so long dun have dis kind of feeling already...i feel so pamper by him...hee...heard some pple said not many pple reali like him...but most importantly is wat i think abt him...he told me tat he like me,he said "although i think tat u wont believe me but time will prove everything..."i was thinking "wow..den i will see whether reali izzit true anot"haha...he reali noe me very well...its like he like stalk me before like tat lor...haha...but no laR...he said he actually saw me 2 yrs back before...n now he saw me again...its like fate...but i like dun rem i saw him before...haha...but anyway,we shall see how it goes ba...la la la...hee...
Monday, August 24, 2009 / 7:18 PM
its monday again...sianz...monday blues!dunno wat to do...haiz...went to watch keat hong cup yesterday...den watched finish ard 10pm den kor(hongming)fetch us to go timah eat tian ji zhou(frog leg porridge)total we got 7 of us going there but onli 6 person eat onli...me,kor(hong ming)en ning,kent.adelene,zhi qiang n ah bao...but ah bao nv eat he onli drink water...so we ordered 6 chili frog leg den free 6 non chili frog leg...den still got "gai lan" egg n "tofu"...hmmm...eat until 11pm den i took cab back home le...
todae din go play bball...intend to play bball but in e end i nv go play cuz suddenly i feel very lazy so i rather stay at home surf net...haha...i think i will tender my resign letter tml liao...cant syand it anymore le...so in e mean time i will slowly find job...i got to write my resign letter later liao...
tml is tue already...have to plan to meet deb for dinner before she fly...if not when she fly den i have no chance to meet her up le...
mr august birthday is on dis cuming fri...meeting him on fri after his work...but he have to go home take his car den meet him...dunno wat to buy for him for his birthday present lei...hmmm...ask him to plan everythng cuz is his birthday...haha...
hope everything will go smoothly for me...trying to move on peacefully...i doubt so ya...
todae din go play bball...intend to play bball but in e end i nv go play cuz suddenly i feel very lazy so i rather stay at home surf net...haha...i think i will tender my resign letter tml liao...cant syand it anymore le...so in e mean time i will slowly find job...i got to write my resign letter later liao...
tml is tue already...have to plan to meet deb for dinner before she fly...if not when she fly den i have no chance to meet her up le...
mr august birthday is on dis cuming fri...meeting him on fri after his work...but he have to go home take his car den meet him...dunno wat to buy for him for his birthday present lei...hmmm...ask him to plan everythng cuz is his birthday...haha...
hope everything will go smoothly for me...trying to move on peacefully...i doubt so ya...
Sunday, August 23, 2009 / 5:00 PM
yesterday last min i went o bar wif jia xin dey all...din go deb tat side.."sorry deb tat i din go ur side cuz i reali dun feel like going power hse,but i will meet u before u fly k...we go have a gd meal before u fly...promise!"reached o bar abt 11 plus...was at my ah ma hse for dinner...den acc my ah ma till 10plus den leave her hse...saw darling(shijie)dey all there cuz dey celebrate roger birthday...
i dun intend to drink so much wan...den darling kept asking me to acc him drink...but i juz drink lor cuz he gonna fly liao so i drink wif him..drink alot lar...wat drink dey gave i juz drink lor...got volcano,long island tea jegar bomb n dunno wat...i onli can rem dis few drinks...almost all strong de lor...sehz!i nv get drunk but very seh can...haiz...
dun have e chance to dance wif jia xin...juz drink drank n sehz...haha...drink whole nite long...after tat going thai disco but i din go lar...went back home. cuz i noe i cant make it already so i decided to went home....reached home n k.o...haha...slept till 3pm den woke up till now...
ya...post e pic tat i took at o bar...
think i got to lose some weight liao...i think i look fat already...omg!need to exercise more liao...should play bball more often le...haha...hmmm...i have miss my bestie pei very much...have been mths nv meet her liao i guess..super long lar...hope she doing fine...heard frm her tat her ankle is fractured lor due to frisbee...haiz...dunno how is she lar...wish to meet her soon...lots of things need to tell her...
times flies reali fast...its going to sept liao...dunno how to celebrate my 23th birthday...still thinking or maybe dun celebrate will be better...hmmm...dunno how is he now...we have days nv contact liao...think he still sick lor...weak lar him...i think i trying to avoid something...but if i dun avoid,i will be e one who suffer not others...im so lost now...but i think im doing e rite thing ba...so tat i wont be so miserable...i need to forget everything but i think i moving on smoothly ba...hee...tats a gd start rite...keep it up miss sun!
meeting kor(hong ming) for dinner...but before tat we will go watch match first den go eat...haiz...wkend going to end soon liao le...so fast lor...think i juz update till here liao...prepare to meet kor liao...
Saturday, August 22, 2009 / 2:14 AM
went to batok new shelter court to play bball after my work...went to play wif bao zhen dey all...david dey all was there too..super sway can...injured to places...1 is my 4th finger another place is my left leg...leg still ok but e painful de is my finger lor...it very painful when i bend or straighten my finger lor...sianz!tml still got to work half day lor...like a sianz can...how i wish i not working tml lor...so tat i can slp longer..den after work dunno wan go queensway wif bao zhen mah or go home first den after tat den go ah ma hse for dinner...hmmm...think tml after e concert i wont be going to st james if dey wan to go...
i have change my phone wall paper to dis photo...
i have change my phone wall paper to dis photo...
hee...y i will put dis pic on my hp cuz i noe i hardly can see little ashton already so e onli way to see him is dis pic...n i thinking of doing dis photo to put into my wallet lor...so tat i can see him when i miss him...Haha...i first time will miss a kid till like dis lor...cuz i dun reali like kid...but dis little boy reali its my first kid tat i reali dotes...although he very naughty but i still likes him cuz he very cute can...haha...but i reali hope i still got e chance to bring him out n play...reali hope it will cum true...reali miss him alot...
Friday, August 21, 2009 / 12:58 AM
home sweet home...reached home not long...watched "the proposal"wif mr david at causeway point...im enjoyed watching e movie wif him...cuz he reali a lamer...toks alot of lame stuff to me...haha...our show start at 740pm...den ended at 9plus...overall e show i think its nice...its worth it to watch...*thumb up*den we watched fnish we went to barsar malam to buy some food to eat...went to a place to sit n chit chat..chat till 11plus den we went to take bus back home...
he seems to understand me well...its like e thing he say like reali noe wat im thinking abt...n i think he kinda sweet...haha...juz e feeling onli...but i think hang out wif him i feel very secure ba...hee...n becuz of me he went back home n change his clothes n cum meet me lor...haha...
he tell me a things tat i was very shocked...its a thing which is impossible will happen to me de...when its time is rite i will say but time not rite cannot say...*hur hur*
he said we will meet up more often...haha...i say to him we shall see...haha...dunno y i juz feel e feeling its like a weird like tat...k lar...i think in future see how it goes ba...zzz monster looking for me le...gonna slp already...*yawn*
Wednesday, August 19, 2009 / 7:20 PM
yeah...tml will be thurs liao...meeting mr david for movie at causeway point...after work will meet him at there...wkend cuming soon le...fast!headache ar...sat pam ask me go to her sch to watch concert...its regarding abt hip hop n reggae dance which is start at 7pm...den rong da keat hong cup also start le lor...n dey against ming yi at 7pm...omg!how...i should go which one...den some more sat nite dey r going to have a farewell celebration for deb at st james lor...dunno wan to go anot lei..haiz...hard to decide...
stay at home dis 2 days lor...n u noe wat i yesterday slept at 11plus k...haha...nan de i will slp so early lor...think todae also will slp early...hee...ya hor n 1 more thing...tonite once e time strike to 12am...it will be hungry ghost festival lo...cannot always go home so late already...but i dun care!haha...u nv do anything wrong...scare wat rite...haha...
trying to get over day by day...its a gd start rite...*hur hur*hope i doubt so...moving on smoothly...n pray very hard...hope everything will be fine ya...shall update soon...
stay at home dis 2 days lor...n u noe wat i yesterday slept at 11plus k...haha...nan de i will slp so early lor...think todae also will slp early...hee...ya hor n 1 more thing...tonite once e time strike to 12am...it will be hungry ghost festival lo...cannot always go home so late already...but i dun care!haha...u nv do anything wrong...scare wat rite...haha...
trying to get over day by day...its a gd start rite...*hur hur*hope i doubt so...moving on smoothly...n pray very hard...hope everything will be fine ya...shall update soon...
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 / 7:39 PM
As she slowly stopped crying,
she realized the good in her world.
She knew she'd miss him.
She knew it would hurt.
But sometimes moving on starts with goodbye.
Sometimes a person has to let go
because their heart is just too tired of holding on.
They'll always love you though.
No matter what.
Sometimes the hardest thing to let go
of is something you never really had.
What could've happened didn't.
It’s just the way the cookie crumbles.
This is my goodbye to you.
I’ll never forget the way
you made me smile.
thanks for everything...
label:letting go of dis person tat i shouldnt fallin luv at e first place...
she realized the good in her world.
She knew she'd miss him.
She knew it would hurt.
But sometimes moving on starts with goodbye.
Sometimes a person has to let go
because their heart is just too tired of holding on.
They'll always love you though.
No matter what.
Sometimes the hardest thing to let go
of is something you never really had.
What could've happened didn't.
It’s just the way the cookie crumbles.
This is my goodbye to you.
I’ll never forget the way
you made me smile.
thanks for everything...
label:letting go of dis person tat i shouldnt fallin luv at e first place...
/ 4:54 PM
sunday went to meet mr chan at bugis ard evening time....went to eat dinner n we go for a walk at bugis area...den we walked till we went to coffee bean to have a drink n chill...chat till 10plus n we went back home...he acc me waiting for bus...e feeling like last time we used to be so close...haha...hmmm so dis is how i spend my sunday wif him...
yesterday went to to yew tee cc to play bball...jio xi hong,ronglie.david,debbie dey all to play...starting still ok behind like a shit can...haiz...sianz...but after tat went to yt food court to eat xiao wan mian...wow!nice!haha...reached home abt 12plus like tat...den 1plus chat on e phone wif david...haha..he kinda a joker can...funny him...he asking me to acc him watch g.i joe dis thurs lor...he said i pang seh him nv watch wif him....dots!but nvm lar...watch again nvm...cuz i will make him pay for me...wahaha...
i wanna buy dis nike shoe..
Nike Air Max Mirabella Shoe
dis is e shoe tat i wanna buy but not dis colour...by rite i wan is e tick is white n e rest is purple...super nice de can...mr august told me tat he can get cheaper...but dunno how cheap it will be lar...outside sell $149.but he said he can get $115...haha...if it true i sure will buy frm him lor...haha..
went to online to see clothes...aim some clothes tat i wan frm bonitochico..
clothes tat i wanna buy frm them...hee...i wan go oversea...i wan go shopping,i wan go relax...i wan to leave spore n i wan go far far away...if i daring,i sure will go oversea myself...i wan to go relax myself....alot of things making me very tired...i reali very tired already...reali very tired...alot of things in my mind...hard to forget those things tat i dun wan to rem...its reali miserable lor...trying very hard to forget everything n not to think so much but how...things tat we say n things tat we do r so hard to forget...sianz!i wish i can leave spore n dun cum back anymore...if i got money,i wish i can "yi ming" to taiwan...dun ever cum back to dis place...haiz...pray hard ba...
Sunday, August 16, 2009 / 3:34 PM
dis 2 wkends i have slept ard 6am like tat...cuz i have went home very late...yesterday went to meet mr august at town..while waiting for him i went to him collect tickets cuz he was waiting to park his car...our show start at 1215 so i met him ard 8pm at grand cathay...after meeting him we went to eat at a resturant called heaven"there got a bar outside n u can see e view outside...think next time i can go there again to chill...
after we wat finish we sit there chill till 10plus...den we slowly walked back to grand cathay n went to drink starbuck there...omg!i have drank 2 cups of caremel frap k...den wait till our show to start..e show we watched till 2am...den mr august bring me to jurong hill to see view...haha...e view r nice...but if there is alot of stars it will be more gd...but too bad go there cannot see many many stars...haiz...we went there n tok alot of things...he make me learned alot of things...like realtionship stuff...which is gd thing...we stay there till 4plus den he send me back home...happy to hang out wif him...he reali is a gd company...i wont feel bored at all even though he toks alot...haha...
y i still think so much...juz forget everything ba...although miss him but...haiz...y still miss him...got any medicine to make me forget everything???how i wish got dis kind of medicine...make me forget everthing...dunno hows ashton...been missing him alot also...wish could see him again but i think hard ba...miss sun,PLS WAKE UP CAN!!!haiz...
after we wat finish we sit there chill till 10plus...den we slowly walked back to grand cathay n went to drink starbuck there...omg!i have drank 2 cups of caremel frap k...den wait till our show to start..e show we watched till 2am...den mr august bring me to jurong hill to see view...haha...e view r nice...but if there is alot of stars it will be more gd...but too bad go there cannot see many many stars...haiz...we went there n tok alot of things...he make me learned alot of things...like realtionship stuff...which is gd thing...we stay there till 4plus den he send me back home...happy to hang out wif him...he reali is a gd company...i wont feel bored at all even though he toks alot...haha...
y i still think so much...juz forget everything ba...although miss him but...haiz...y still miss him...got any medicine to make me forget everything???how i wish got dis kind of medicine...make me forget everthing...dunno hows ashton...been missing him alot also...wish could see him again but i think hard ba...miss sun,PLS WAKE UP CAN!!!haiz...
Saturday, August 15, 2009 / 4:12 PM
sun shihui face e reality n fact frm now on...u got to move on for ur next stage of life already...continue ur journey n find ur correct path again ya...dun gif up...everything juz leave for e fate...n time will prove everything...no more tears already k...jia you!
meeting mr august later...going to town to acc him shopping n movie(district 9)movie at grand cathay at 1215am..hope its a nice show...
tml meting mr chan...going bugis...dunno go there for wat also...haha...
yesterday pam birthday overall still alright...wanted to get drunk but in e end nv drunk...joyce sehz till dunno like wat...have been taking care of her through e nitez...she cried yesterday...cuz of his ex...poor gal!i noe how she feel...see her like tat i feel sad for her...she stilll young,i think she still can find a better guy dan her ex...so joyce dun gif up ya...pam drunk tat nite too...drunk till cannot wake up...luckily we manage to ask wen fa to bring her back...e drinks reali very strong...blue mountain n volcano power!i think my birthday i sure wont celebrate at o bar de lor...haha...got dis experience before...last yr my birthday...kao!miserable...hangover till e next day n i still got to meet bestie pei to celebrate my birthday...haiz... turning 23 dis yr liao...still got 1 more mths plus den its my turn...omg!like a fast can...
think i juz post till here already...ya...n 1 more thing adele(hong kong fren)she flying back tml liao...couldnt manage to go out wif her...sadded!mr hang said she will extend dunno true anot...haiz...got to miss her...n yesterday i was wif partner(hui fen) at ps to meet for dinner n buy a lemon tongs...while going back,i saw tony ong tat idiot wif his gf...i starting also nv realised till partner told me abt tat...kao!no wonder yesterday i having my bad day...haiz...
meeting mr august later...going to town to acc him shopping n movie(district 9)movie at grand cathay at 1215am..hope its a nice show...
tml meting mr chan...going bugis...dunno go there for wat also...haha...
yesterday pam birthday overall still alright...wanted to get drunk but in e end nv drunk...joyce sehz till dunno like wat...have been taking care of her through e nitez...she cried yesterday...cuz of his ex...poor gal!i noe how she feel...see her like tat i feel sad for her...she stilll young,i think she still can find a better guy dan her ex...so joyce dun gif up ya...pam drunk tat nite too...drunk till cannot wake up...luckily we manage to ask wen fa to bring her back...e drinks reali very strong...blue mountain n volcano power!i think my birthday i sure wont celebrate at o bar de lor...haha...got dis experience before...last yr my birthday...kao!miserable...hangover till e next day n i still got to meet bestie pei to celebrate my birthday...haiz... turning 23 dis yr liao...still got 1 more mths plus den its my turn...omg!like a fast can...
think i juz post till here already...ya...n 1 more thing adele(hong kong fren)she flying back tml liao...couldnt manage to go out wif her...sadded!mr hang said she will extend dunno true anot...haiz...got to miss her...n yesterday i was wif partner(hui fen) at ps to meet for dinner n buy a lemon tongs...while going back,i saw tony ong tat idiot wif his gf...i starting also nv realised till partner told me abt tat...kao!no wonder yesterday i having my bad day...haiz...
Friday, August 14, 2009 / 12:11 AM
i have think alot juz now...tml he have to meet his ex to tok...roughy i noe wat dey will tok abt...but no matter wat is e outcome is...i still have to accept e fact...cuz dis is wat he wans,i wont stop him frm choosing his own rite path...but i will step down n wish them luck...cuz dis is e onli thing tat i can do...
yes,indeed i start to fallen for him but everything its juz too late...well,there is nth i can do now rite...no matter how,i have to face e realilty...
i reali have to say thanks for dis past mths...i have enjoyed hanging out wif u n e rest of them...happy to being wif u n ashton...u all reali make me feel very happy...i think after e tok,we wont have e chance to hang out more often already...u take gd care den...pls dun always bully ashton can...stupid fatty chen!
think i got to stop here already...enough of saying dis liao...no energy to fight for it anymore...cuz he by rite is not belong to me...think after dis should be after dis wk i will stop my blog at e moment till i got e feel to post ba...nitez ya!
yes,indeed i start to fallen for him but everything its juz too late...well,there is nth i can do now rite...no matter how,i have to face e realilty...
i reali have to say thanks for dis past mths...i have enjoyed hanging out wif u n e rest of them...happy to being wif u n ashton...u all reali make me feel very happy...i think after e tok,we wont have e chance to hang out more often already...u take gd care den...pls dun always bully ashton can...stupid fatty chen!
think i got to stop here already...enough of saying dis liao...no energy to fight for it anymore...cuz he by rite is not belong to me...think after dis should be after dis wk i will stop my blog at e moment till i got e feel to post ba...nitez ya!
Thursday, August 13, 2009 / 8:46 PM
WHY!!!tell me why u wan to spoil my entire day...y u always like to say those things to me..y u say those things to me again when i always have a gd time wif u...i felt my heart is shattered piece by piece...i think i juz nth to u rite...i reali had enough of dis n tired of dis...i dun wan to say dis anymore...i reali say until my saliver going to dry liao...cant u see tat my reaction to u n everything????since u still dun understand how i feel rite,den juz go ahead n do watever u wan to...cuz to u im juz nobody...i have no energy to say it anymore already...
DRINK DRANK n DRUNK tml nitez ya...i shall forget everything..
label:tell me why...
DRINK DRANK n DRUNK tml nitez ya...i shall forget everything..
label:tell me why...
/ 1:00 AM
went imm wif fatty chen n co to shop at daiso dis evening...fatty chen bring xaiver along cuz nobody taking care of him...but we went to eat first...we head to "cha" resturant for dinner...ate baked cheese spagetti wif chicken chop...starting eat still not bad but eat too long like feel very "ni" like tat lor...den eat finish head to daiso to shop e stuff tat i wanna buy for special some one...we shop abt almost 1 hr at daiso can...den dis fatty chen reali is a shit king can...he can went toilet to shit for 2 times can...dunno he shit how many kgs of shit lor...wow...i think xaiver is much more playful den aston lor...bring him out reali have to use lots of energy lar...haha...den shop finish we headed to photo shop to print some pic tat i need...still need to wait another half n hr to wait for e pic to publish lor...dots!
den everything done mr nice man(hock choon)send me to batok interchange...reached home abt 10plus...e decoration need abt half n hr to do lor...haha...but hope its nice lar...although its simple...but i do dis by my heart n effort...hope dis special someone will like e frame tat i done...hee...now left e photos...cannot use glue to paste it lor...sehz...got to buy tape liao le...*hur hur*cannot take to post up e frame if not my special someone will noe it...hee...
looking forward on fri n sat...haha...fri o bar to celebrate pam 20th birthday n movie wif movie kaki...haha...yeah!
i miss miss bestie ang congpei...hope she doing fine...hopefully can meet her soon...i misses her so much!
den everything done mr nice man(hock choon)send me to batok interchange...reached home abt 10plus...e decoration need abt half n hr to do lor...haha...but hope its nice lar...although its simple...but i do dis by my heart n effort...hope dis special someone will like e frame tat i done...hee...now left e photos...cannot use glue to paste it lor...sehz...got to buy tape liao le...*hur hur*cannot take to post up e frame if not my special someone will noe it...hee...
looking forward on fri n sat...haha...fri o bar to celebrate pam 20th birthday n movie wif movie kaki...haha...yeah!
i miss miss bestie ang congpei...hope she doing fine...hopefully can meet her soon...i misses her so much!
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 / 3:02 AM
met bao zhen at ps for dinner...went to e mahanttam e fish market to have dinner...we eat till super full can...at last she have send me all e ndp photo liao le...i'm having mc tml...cuz i having a bad cough n my blue black on my palm stil havent recover can....still pain lor...will be going imm to buy some stuff in e afternoon...cant say wat stuff is tat...its *mi mi lai de*but will be a stuff tat i need to do something special for someone...hee...
hope i can find e stuff tat i wan...
den fri will be going to celebrate pam 20th birthday...haha...o bar to party yeah...hope by time my cough will be recover...hee...sat meeting mr august for movie n den sun will be meeting mr chan...wow...at last he is free to meet liao le lor..haha...haha...wkend pack again...haha...
hmmm...think juz update till here le...going to slp now...hee...zzz monster looking for me liao..nitez ya!
hope i can find e stuff tat i wan...
den fri will be going to celebrate pam 20th birthday...haha...o bar to party yeah...hope by time my cough will be recover...hee...sat meeting mr august for movie n den sun will be meeting mr chan...wow...at last he is free to meet liao le lor..haha...haha...wkend pack again...haha...
hmmm...think juz update till here le...going to slp now...hee...zzz monster looking for me liao..nitez ya!
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 / 12:10 AM
hmmm...went out to celebrate partner(huifen)belated birthday at vivo...we went to eat bakezin for lunch...i ordered curry chicken wif jap rice...not bad e food but i think it can share 1 more person...cuz e chicken dey gave reali alot lor...alomost cant finish but heng i have my 2 bestie to help me to eat finish...we still ordered desert after our lunch...den eat finish went for shopping...i bought nike slipper, n 2 forever 21 clothes...haha..;surprisely we todae din take much photo lor...cuz we busy shopping...but nvm,i believed still got chance wan de lor...hee...
den after we shop finish regina went to meet yi zhuang for movie n i n huifen went back home to change cuz we going to play bball at kemangan cc...
reached cc abt 7plus den play until 10pm like tat...shit lor..my palm vein is swelling...rite now i got blue black lor...how i hurt it??there is a big guy hit me n i fall...my palm went down first tats y blue black...hope will recover soon...
tml going to start work liao le...sianz!but i will be meeting bao zhen after work...will be head to town...n i going ot bring my lappie over...cuz need to transfer e ndp photo to my laptop so tat i can post e photo to fb..hee...
super tired rite now...will be going to slping soon...todae onli slept for 4hrs plus onli...i ard 6plus like tat den go slp lor...woke up ard 10plus to meet them...so no matter wat i have to slp early later...hee...
pam birthday is cuming soon already...dunno wat to buy for her...tml meet bao zhen den i will go see got anything to buy for her anot...hee...looking forward on tat fri nite...to see how she pass out...wahaha...hope tat nite she will be having her most memories nite ba...got to stop update le...going to slp liao...nitez ya!
den after we shop finish regina went to meet yi zhuang for movie n i n huifen went back home to change cuz we going to play bball at kemangan cc...
reached cc abt 7plus den play until 10pm like tat...shit lor..my palm vein is swelling...rite now i got blue black lor...how i hurt it??there is a big guy hit me n i fall...my palm went down first tats y blue black...hope will recover soon...
tml going to start work liao le...sianz!but i will be meeting bao zhen after work...will be head to town...n i going ot bring my lappie over...cuz need to transfer e ndp photo to my laptop so tat i can post e photo to fb..hee...
super tired rite now...will be going to slping soon...todae onli slept for 4hrs plus onli...i ard 6plus like tat den go slp lor...woke up ard 10plus to meet them...so no matter wat i have to slp early later...hee...
pam birthday is cuming soon already...dunno wat to buy for her...tml meet bao zhen den i will go see got anything to buy for her anot...hee...looking forward on tat fri nite...to see how she pass out...wahaha...hope tat nite she will be having her most memories nite ba...got to stop update le...going to slp liao...nitez ya!
Monday, August 10, 2009 / 4:44 AM
haiz...its 5plus already n yet i cant get to slp..y?some more i got to wake up ard 10plus to meet regina lor...sehz...listen to dis korean song (do u know me).dis song is frm boys over flower sound track...a very sad love song..dis song is also in my blog music...whenever i listen to dis love song i will cry...so here is korean n eng lyrics...
dis is korean lyric~
Nan haessare nuni busin
Singgeureon achimi omyeon
Sarange nuneultteumyeo norael haeyo
Ojik geudae hanaman wihaeseo
For You~ I love you only you!
Seolleineun mam gadeukhae
Hyanggiroun keopiboda budeureoun
Nae sumgyeollo geudaereul boayo
Anayo geudaeneun neukkijyo geudaedo
Gaseumi malhago inneun sarangirangeollyo
Deullyeoyo ijeneun boayo ijeneun
Kkotboda deo areumdaun sujubeun maeumeul
Nal barabwayo naui soneul kkok jabayo
Haengbokhan gibunijyo nunbusin unmyeongijyo
Sarangui hyanggie misojieoyo
Nan barami bureo omyeon
Salmyeosi du nuneul gamgo
Saranghae jumuncheoreom soksagyeoyo
Ireon naemam neukkil su itdorok
Geudae naenuneul boayo
Seolleineun mam gadeukhae
Mabeopgateun kiseucheoreom ttasaroun
Naui maeumeul ijeneun boayo
Anayo geudaeneun neukkijyo geudaedo
Gaseumi malhago inneungeon sarangirangeollyo
Deullyeoyo ijeneun boayo ijeneun
Kkotboda deo areumdaun sujubeun maeumeul
oroji nan geudaemaneul saranghamnida
Nan yaksokhaeyo uri soneul kkok georeoyo
Haengbokhan gibunijyo nunbusin unmyeongijyo
Sarangui hyanggie chwihaeboayo yeongwonhi~Anayo geudaeneun neukkijyo geudaedo
Gaseumi malhago inneungeon sarangirangeollyo
Deullyeoyo ijeneun boayo ijeneun
Kkotboda deo areumdaun sujubeun maeumeul
Oroji nan geudaemaneul saranghamnida
in eng lyrics~
When the blinding light
Of the morning comes
I open my eyes with love and sing
Only for you
For you I love you only you
Filled with my restless heart
Smoother with words of fragrant than the scent of coffee
I look towards you
Do you know
I know you feel it too
The words of your heart is "love"
I hear it now
I see it now
This timid feeling that is more beautiful than any flower
Look towards me
Hold my hands tightly
Such a happy feeling
Such a bilnding fate
I smile at the scent of love
Whenever the wind blows
I gently close my eyes I gently close my eyes
And whisper a charm of love
So that you may feel my heart
Look into my eyes
That is filled with my restless heart
As warm as a magical kiss
Please accept my feelings
Do you know
I know you feel it too
The words of your heart is "love"
I hear it now
I see it now
This timid feeling that is more beautiful than any flower
I will promise
That our hands will always be together
Such a happy feeling
Such a bilnding fate
Such a fate bilnding
Let's get drunk of the scent of love
FOREVER..... Forever .....
Do you know
I know you feel it too
The words of your heart is "love"
I hear it now
I see it now
This timid feeling that is more beautiful than any flower
I love you and you alone
dis is korean lyric~
Nan haessare nuni busin
Singgeureon achimi omyeon
Sarange nuneultteumyeo norael haeyo
Ojik geudae hanaman wihaeseo
For You~ I love you only you!
Seolleineun mam gadeukhae
Hyanggiroun keopiboda budeureoun
Nae sumgyeollo geudaereul boayo
Anayo geudaeneun neukkijyo geudaedo
Gaseumi malhago inneun sarangirangeollyo
Deullyeoyo ijeneun boayo ijeneun
Kkotboda deo areumdaun sujubeun maeumeul
Nal barabwayo naui soneul kkok jabayo
Haengbokhan gibunijyo nunbusin unmyeongijyo
Sarangui hyanggie misojieoyo
Nan barami bureo omyeon
Salmyeosi du nuneul gamgo
Saranghae jumuncheoreom soksagyeoyo
Ireon naemam neukkil su itdorok
Geudae naenuneul boayo
Seolleineun mam gadeukhae
Mabeopgateun kiseucheoreom ttasaroun
Naui maeumeul ijeneun boayo
Anayo geudaeneun neukkijyo geudaedo
Gaseumi malhago inneungeon sarangirangeollyo
Deullyeoyo ijeneun boayo ijeneun
Kkotboda deo areumdaun sujubeun maeumeul
oroji nan geudaemaneul saranghamnida
Nan yaksokhaeyo uri soneul kkok georeoyo
Haengbokhan gibunijyo nunbusin unmyeongijyo
Sarangui hyanggie chwihaeboayo yeongwonhi~Anayo geudaeneun neukkijyo geudaedo
Gaseumi malhago inneungeon sarangirangeollyo
Deullyeoyo ijeneun boayo ijeneun
Kkotboda deo areumdaun sujubeun maeumeul
Oroji nan geudaemaneul saranghamnida
in eng lyrics~
When the blinding light
Of the morning comes
I open my eyes with love and sing
Only for you
For you I love you only you
Filled with my restless heart
Smoother with words of fragrant than the scent of coffee
I look towards you
Do you know
I know you feel it too
The words of your heart is "love"
I hear it now
I see it now
This timid feeling that is more beautiful than any flower
Look towards me
Hold my hands tightly
Such a happy feeling
Such a bilnding fate
I smile at the scent of love
Whenever the wind blows
I gently close my eyes I gently close my eyes
And whisper a charm of love
So that you may feel my heart
Look into my eyes
That is filled with my restless heart
As warm as a magical kiss
Please accept my feelings
Do you know
I know you feel it too
The words of your heart is "love"
I hear it now
I see it now
This timid feeling that is more beautiful than any flower
I will promise
That our hands will always be together
Such a happy feeling
Such a bilnding fate
Such a fate bilnding
Let's get drunk of the scent of love
FOREVER..... Forever .....
Do you know
I know you feel it too
The words of your heart is "love"
I hear it now
I see it now
This timid feeling that is more beautiful than any flower
I love you and you alone
/ 1:11 AM
ho...tml is public holiday...means no work for tml lo...yeah!recently i have been watching movie lor...wahaha...let say abt fri...
fri...
went to play bball at batok new shelter court wif bao zhen dey all...lots of pple there...initially i dun intend to play bball de...juz nice david asked me to play so i went down play...after playing bball went to watch movie wif mr august...haha...went to watch G.I JOE...to me e show overall not bad...cuz got my fav actor(Channing Tatum).he like a shuai can...haha...so rite now mr august becum my movie kaki already...he's a great company he dun make me feel bored at all..haha...met him ard 12plus,so we watch 1.20am show...meanwhile he acc me to eat my overall first dinner tat nite...went to eat pasta mania...e faster food tat i can eat...cuz scare not enough time if eating xin wang...so i ate marinara...haha...eat as fast as i can...stomach almost bloated...cuz i drink alot of water(ice lemon tea)... so we watched till 3plus den we headed home...poor thing of him cuz he got to work e next day...
sat...
woke up in e morning...realised im not feeling well...woke up n vomited twice...cuz my stomach is too bloated already...it makes me very miserable,so i force myself to vomit...cuz if not i will feel very xin ku if i dun do it...felt better when i woke up but i was having fever after tat...e degree up n down but luckily not very high...37.8 e hignest...hee...trying to make my fever to went down...so went down to market to buy some stuff...tat day e weather is hot...but i manage to sweat abit...but after sweating...my fever has gone...felt so relieved after tat...went to watch where got ghost...laugh till i cant breath properly...haha...but after awhile i felt better lar...but overall i reali enjoyed my programme...hee...
sun(todae)
woke up ard 11plus...throat suddenly felt painful...dunno y also...felt weak suddenly...dunno izzit becuz due of not enough slp tats y like dis...haha...den meet beloved bao zhen ard 33opm at city hall...went to shop for red top for ndp...haha...short shopping at marina shopping center...u noe wat...in e end we din buy red colour lor...we bought pink nike polo t...dots!some more we r buying e same top n wear it at e same time k...haha...zhen told me juz wear it...i told her dun u think we like couple meh...wahaha...she said like sister better...wahaha...so when we walked along e way to pandang high court..she said there r some pple eyes is on us cuz we wearing e same clothes...haha...but i din aware of it...cuz i dun reali care wat pple think...haha...we reached there ard 6pm...haha...we took lots of photo can...think abt 100plus photo..but most of e photos is at bao zhen's camera...i din reali used my camera to take cuz my batt is limited...so i tried not to use my camera to take...shall post it another time...cuz too much photo liao ar...haha...
so dis is how i spend my wkend...so tml i will meeting my 2 pretty besties to celebrate belated birthday for partner(huifen)will be meeting regina at our bus stop den meet partner(huifen)at amk control at 12pm...we super long nv meet out together liao le lor..we will head to vivo...haha...think will be having a gd food there wif them...n we sure take lots of photo again de lor...haha...so i have to fully charged my camera...if not tml take half way no batt lor...wahaha...
looking forward to meet them tml can...haha...
k lar...think i shall end it here le...stay tune my next update ba...nitez!
label:dis is how i spend my wkend...
fri...
went to play bball at batok new shelter court wif bao zhen dey all...lots of pple there...initially i dun intend to play bball de...juz nice david asked me to play so i went down play...after playing bball went to watch movie wif mr august...haha...went to watch G.I JOE...to me e show overall not bad...cuz got my fav actor(Channing Tatum).he like a shuai can...haha...so rite now mr august becum my movie kaki already...he's a great company he dun make me feel bored at all..haha...met him ard 12plus,so we watch 1.20am show...meanwhile he acc me to eat my overall first dinner tat nite...went to eat pasta mania...e faster food tat i can eat...cuz scare not enough time if eating xin wang...so i ate marinara...haha...eat as fast as i can...stomach almost bloated...cuz i drink alot of water(ice lemon tea)... so we watched till 3plus den we headed home...poor thing of him cuz he got to work e next day...
sat...
woke up in e morning...realised im not feeling well...woke up n vomited twice...cuz my stomach is too bloated already...it makes me very miserable,so i force myself to vomit...cuz if not i will feel very xin ku if i dun do it...felt better when i woke up but i was having fever after tat...e degree up n down but luckily not very high...37.8 e hignest...hee...trying to make my fever to went down...so went down to market to buy some stuff...tat day e weather is hot...but i manage to sweat abit...but after sweating...my fever has gone...felt so relieved after tat...went to watch where got ghost...laugh till i cant breath properly...haha...but after awhile i felt better lar...but overall i reali enjoyed my programme...hee...
sun(todae)
woke up ard 11plus...throat suddenly felt painful...dunno y also...felt weak suddenly...dunno izzit becuz due of not enough slp tats y like dis...haha...den meet beloved bao zhen ard 33opm at city hall...went to shop for red top for ndp...haha...short shopping at marina shopping center...u noe wat...in e end we din buy red colour lor...we bought pink nike polo t...dots!some more we r buying e same top n wear it at e same time k...haha...zhen told me juz wear it...i told her dun u think we like couple meh...wahaha...she said like sister better...wahaha...so when we walked along e way to pandang high court..she said there r some pple eyes is on us cuz we wearing e same clothes...haha...but i din aware of it...cuz i dun reali care wat pple think...haha...we reached there ard 6pm...haha...we took lots of photo can...think abt 100plus photo..but most of e photos is at bao zhen's camera...i din reali used my camera to take cuz my batt is limited...so i tried not to use my camera to take...shall post it another time...cuz too much photo liao ar...haha...
so dis is how i spend my wkend...so tml i will meeting my 2 pretty besties to celebrate belated birthday for partner(huifen)will be meeting regina at our bus stop den meet partner(huifen)at amk control at 12pm...we super long nv meet out together liao le lor..we will head to vivo...haha...think will be having a gd food there wif them...n we sure take lots of photo again de lor...haha...so i have to fully charged my camera...if not tml take half way no batt lor...wahaha...
looking forward to meet them tml can...haha...
k lar...think i shall end it here le...stay tune my next update ba...nitez!
label:dis is how i spend my wkend...
Friday, August 7, 2009 / 2:32 AM
went to meet beiying at bugis...met her ard 3plus like tat...den we went to tcc to chill...we were chatting till ard 6pm like tat...den walk abit at bugis street walk till 7pm we went to seafood harvest(jack's place) to eat...we were both eating ribeye wif crayfish combo...dis is wat we order...check dis out...
marlari...we share dis...haha...
here is our ribeye wif crayfish combo...haha...
beiying n me
me wif my combo...
beiying wif her combo...
we wanted to eat desert de but den too full liao so in e end we din eat...haha...eat till 8plus den we went to esplanade to chill...we still got take some pic over there...
me n beying(2)
me wif e far far merlion...
lobster soup...my appetizer...haha..
marlari...we share dis...haha...
here is our ribeye wif crayfish combo...haha...while we waiting for our pic we took some pic...
beiying n meme wif my combo...
beiying wif her combo...
we wanted to eat desert de but den too full liao so in e end we din eat...haha...eat till 8plus den we went to esplanade to chill...we still got take some pic over there...
me n beiying
me n beying(2)beiying
me wif e far far merlion...
me wif merlion...
still got lots of pic but lazy to post...haha...hope mr chen can apply leave if not i have to look for pple to watch ndp le...pray to god!
label:outing wif bei ying at bugis...
Thursday, August 6, 2009 / 3:07 AM
i'm sorry tat i have choose to let it go...
i'm sorry to hurt u again...
i'm sorry tat my feeling started to fade...
i'm sorry tat i have make u heart broken...
e onli thing i can say is i'm sorry...
dis is e onli thing i can say...
/ 2:25 AM
went my ah ma hse for dinner...den head to kemangan cc to play bball...took a cab there wif partner(huifen)...we r damn sway...met a cab driver who juz started to drive cab...dots!wasting our time lor...reached cc abt 8plus can...sianz!i onli played a few matches onli...damn sianz lar...den after tat went to east coast to eat late dinner wif them...reached there abt 11plus...luckily fo en drive me back lor...reached home abt 12 plus 1am like tat...
tml will be meeting beloved bei ying for dinner...yeah!super long din see her liao lar...miss her lots lots lor...she's is my ex colleague when im working at new zealand ice cream wif her..its like 1 yr plus liao le lor...looking forward to meet her tml can...dunno where to meet yet...either at marina or bugis,,,hmmm...where to go leh?think meet bugis will be better...haha...im sure will bring my camera along de lor...will take lots of pic wif her tml...haha...yeapie!
fri programme wif jun xiong is cancel...stupid him change n change..say last min got something on...sure go meet "za bor" wan lar...haha...n one more thing,xi hong sun might not going to watch ndp wif me liao le...sehz!cuz he last min need to go deployment so canot watch...but he said he will try to ask pple to change see can anot...haha...if cannot i dunno still can ask who to go liao le lor...my back up is mr chen,but he got to check whether he still got leave to take anot...if he still got leave den he will acc me go...but i think for his case also "xiong duo ji sao de lor"...haiz...
tml will be meeting beloved bei ying for dinner...yeah!super long din see her liao lar...miss her lots lots lor...she's is my ex colleague when im working at new zealand ice cream wif her..its like 1 yr plus liao le lor...looking forward to meet her tml can...dunno where to meet yet...either at marina or bugis,,,hmmm...where to go leh?think meet bugis will be better...haha...im sure will bring my camera along de lor...will take lots of pic wif her tml...haha...yeapie!
fri programme wif jun xiong is cancel...stupid him change n change..say last min got something on...sure go meet "za bor" wan lar...haha...n one more thing,xi hong sun might not going to watch ndp wif me liao le...sehz!cuz he last min need to go deployment so canot watch...but he said he will try to ask pple to change see can anot...haha...if cannot i dunno still can ask who to go liao le lor...my back up is mr chen,but he got to check whether he still got leave to take anot...if he still got leave den he will acc me go...but i think for his case also "xiong duo ji sao de lor"...haiz...
Wednesday, August 5, 2009 / 2:16 AM
why im so afraid to lose him when he is not even mine?wats wrong wif me...y its him not others?i nv tot it will be him...i think i cant be bother anymore...im stepping out...i think in e end it wont happen to us..cuz he belong to another gal...i have to return him back to her...i think so much also no used...i dun wan to have e burning sensation again to happen to me...juz let fate to decide ba..no matter wats e outcome in future between us i muz accept it...
label:y im so afraid to lose him when he is not even mine...
/ 12:47 AM
afternoon went to meet partner(hui fen) to have lunch at amk central...we went to eat sushi..meet her ard 230pm like tat...i did take pic but lazy to post to my blog...*hur hur*den after eat finish we went to amk hub to walk...walk n walk i suggested to watched movie...hee...den we went to watch movie at amk hub...we watch "over heard".e show still not bad...quite worth it to watch it...hee...den we watch finish e show its abt evening time le...den we have no place to go so in e end we went back home...
i went to KOI to buy bubble tea...e bubble tea was nice k...haha...den i walked back home...was thinking of cutting hair...so went to e saloon to look for my hairstylish...intend to cut short but hestitate...haha...so i din cut short my hair but changing to another hairstyle...i still keep my hair long its juz tat on top of my hair is abit short...n also i dye my hair too...hee...new hairstlye n new me...hee...
partner(huifen)told me tat silkair is going to hire pple again but dunno when...hmmm...im thinking of trying to go inteview for air stewardess for silkair...try my luck see i can get in anot...if cannot den too bad lor...but if can,den it will be gd for me...hee...she asked me to try to search in newspaper for dis few days...no harm trying rite...
tml is wed liao le...hopefully i can go play bball after work...if playing,mostly will be playing at kemangang cc wif fo en dey all..i hope i wont see tony ong there...if i see him i confirm wont tok to him de lor...cuz he reali make me very disappointed...
mr chan said fri he can meet me before he go batam liao...diao!say cannot make it also him now said can make it also him...hmmm...but dunno fri where he wanna go lei...nvm,ask him to think better...cuz he very fussy wan...haha...*opps*
Tuesday, August 4, 2009 / 1:10 PM
juz woke up not long..din go work todae...cuz dis morning having gastric pain...cant breath n feel like vomite...ate medicial dis morning n went back to slp again..dunno izzit becuz of eating nuggets very late tats y like tat...cuz i din reali go digest den slp...*hur hur*
yesterday dunno y after i saw e sms...my whole body is like burning n my heart is burning too...wats wrong wif me?its a very long time i nv felt dis feeling before...i dun wan dis thing to effect my journey...i'm so silly,why becuz of dis i muz so heart pain...reali dunno y?dis kind of thing shouldnt happen ard me...i think i have noe wat i am going to do already...of cuz i wont turn back again...dis i think i keep to myself is better...i think dis solution will be better to everybody...so i decided to step out...
haiz...feel like playing bball tonite to have a gd sweat...if can beat pple it will be more gd...so i can have my anger to tat person...haha...i feel so moody rite now...
yesterday dunno y after i saw e sms...my whole body is like burning n my heart is burning too...wats wrong wif me?its a very long time i nv felt dis feeling before...i dun wan dis thing to effect my journey...i'm so silly,why becuz of dis i muz so heart pain...reali dunno y?dis kind of thing shouldnt happen ard me...i think i have noe wat i am going to do already...of cuz i wont turn back again...dis i think i keep to myself is better...i think dis solution will be better to everybody...so i decided to step out...
haiz...feel like playing bball tonite to have a gd sweat...if can beat pple it will be more gd...so i can have my anger to tat person...haha...i feel so moody rite now...
/ 1:05 AM
hmmm...went to cine to have quick dinner at pasta mania...den after finish went to watch movie straight...we went to watched "hang over"...its a super funny show...muz watch!cuz its a nice show...haha...laugh frm e start till e end...hee...watched till 9plus den take train home...xi hong acc me to take train...haha...
dunno izzit i got a "ci xiang" face...went to take bus back home,there is a lady to ask me to do charity to help those pple who got cancer...asked me whether i got debit or credit card anot...cuz for e donation u have to used either one...i told her i dun have...so she said nvm next time when u subscribe one can go do e donation...i smile n walked away...den on e way back to buy bubble tea,there is a guy stopped me lor...his a prudential agent..asked me to buy health insurance...kao!he is so irritating can...dun let me go lor...kept toking to me...asked me nonsense said how cum u so dark n so tall n watever shit...nonsense lar...think if those nonsense thing nv happen i think i can reached home early lor...almost took my half n hr away can...
reached home n go online..after awhile wash up n back to online again...suddenly wanna smoke so i stole one of my mum cig to smoke lor...hee...im so bad rite...
dis mth i got lots of programme...dis cuming 9th aug which is sunday will be going to watch NDP wif xi hong...den 1oth aug celebrate my beloved partner(huifen)belated birthday wif reg(regina).it is public holiday so no need to work...haha...we have been very long nv go out together liao le lor...tat day we sure take lots of pic de..."confirm plus garantee chop"...haha...den 11th aug(tue) meet bao zhen for dinner at town...long time din meet her already...miss her so much!den 14th aug which is fri is pam celebrating her 20th birthday at o bar lor...haha...den e rest of e days still dunno yet...
hmmm...den after tat cum to sept already...sept think also should be quite packed...cuz i got some of my frenz birthday is on sept including me...like got regina lar,foo ar n some more...diao!going to broke liao le lar...hmmm...as for my birthday,i also dunno how to celebrate lei...or maybe dun celebrate better?hee...but,i definalty will celebrate wif my close frenz de lor...hee...
i have set up my mind...i think i should move on...i dun wan to stop at here already...i wanna continue my journey...pls dun ask me anymore abt any question regarding my relationship stuff...i wont repeat it anymore...juz leave it can...cuz i'm decided to let go already...n continue my journey alone at e moment...those who ask me again,i will ask u to treat me eat hor...so if u wan to save ur money pls dun ask me anymore of dis...cuz i have enough ans all e question already...so let me have peace of mind can...dis relationship already ended by a full stop...so,lets end by full stop can?tysm...
hmmm...wow!now already going to 2am liao...im still waiting for mac can...my beloved didi asked me to acc him eat mac lor...my bro wan to make me get fat...luckily recently i din eat much n lose abit of weight...so i can forgive him dis time...by time e delivery cum ar...should be ard 2plus liao lor...sehz!faster eat finish faster go slp liao..if not tml cant wake up go work...feel like playing bball tml...dunno tml got pple play anot...i wan to do some excercise to maintain my weight...wahaha...
k lar...shall end it here already...suddenly stomach start to be hungry liao...hee...*opps*
dunno izzit i got a "ci xiang" face...went to take bus back home,there is a lady to ask me to do charity to help those pple who got cancer...asked me whether i got debit or credit card anot...cuz for e donation u have to used either one...i told her i dun have...so she said nvm next time when u subscribe one can go do e donation...i smile n walked away...den on e way back to buy bubble tea,there is a guy stopped me lor...his a prudential agent..asked me to buy health insurance...kao!he is so irritating can...dun let me go lor...kept toking to me...asked me nonsense said how cum u so dark n so tall n watever shit...nonsense lar...think if those nonsense thing nv happen i think i can reached home early lor...almost took my half n hr away can...
reached home n go online..after awhile wash up n back to online again...suddenly wanna smoke so i stole one of my mum cig to smoke lor...hee...im so bad rite...
dis mth i got lots of programme...dis cuming 9th aug which is sunday will be going to watch NDP wif xi hong...den 1oth aug celebrate my beloved partner(huifen)belated birthday wif reg(regina).it is public holiday so no need to work...haha...we have been very long nv go out together liao le lor...tat day we sure take lots of pic de..."confirm plus garantee chop"...haha...den 11th aug(tue) meet bao zhen for dinner at town...long time din meet her already...miss her so much!den 14th aug which is fri is pam celebrating her 20th birthday at o bar lor...haha...den e rest of e days still dunno yet...
hmmm...den after tat cum to sept already...sept think also should be quite packed...cuz i got some of my frenz birthday is on sept including me...like got regina lar,foo ar n some more...diao!going to broke liao le lar...hmmm...as for my birthday,i also dunno how to celebrate lei...or maybe dun celebrate better?hee...but,i definalty will celebrate wif my close frenz de lor...hee...
i have set up my mind...i think i should move on...i dun wan to stop at here already...i wanna continue my journey...pls dun ask me anymore abt any question regarding my relationship stuff...i wont repeat it anymore...juz leave it can...cuz i'm decided to let go already...n continue my journey alone at e moment...those who ask me again,i will ask u to treat me eat hor...so if u wan to save ur money pls dun ask me anymore of dis...cuz i have enough ans all e question already...so let me have peace of mind can...dis relationship already ended by a full stop...so,lets end by full stop can?tysm...
hmmm...wow!now already going to 2am liao...im still waiting for mac can...my beloved didi asked me to acc him eat mac lor...my bro wan to make me get fat...luckily recently i din eat much n lose abit of weight...so i can forgive him dis time...by time e delivery cum ar...should be ard 2plus liao lor...sehz!faster eat finish faster go slp liao..if not tml cant wake up go work...feel like playing bball tml...dunno tml got pple play anot...i wan to do some excercise to maintain my weight...wahaha...
k lar...shall end it here already...suddenly stomach start to be hungry liao...hee...*opps*
Monday, August 3, 2009 / 12:10 PM
im blogging again...cuz nth to do so i blog lor...hmmm...its aug liao le...like a fast can...cuz going to be sept liao...n my birthday still got 1 more mth plus to go leh...dunno how to celebrate my 23th birthday...other dan go drink still can go where celebrate leh...
pam is going to celebrate her 20th birthday at o bar...n also to farewell deb n shijie...cuz dey will be going oversea for 3 mths...nov den cuming back...haha...pam suggested to have theme for her birthday party at o bar...which is everybody either have to wear black or white to attend her birthday party...if not we got to forfit those pple who din wear...haha...looking forward on tat nite...pam sure drunk on tat nite wan de lor...haha...
i wan go bangkok...no matter wat,i die die muz go bangkok dis yr....frm dunno until when say wan go bangkok until now still havent confirm yet lor...have to wait for zhi qiang to plan...but dunno by den he will plan to go anot lor...cuz dey planning to go thai 5 days 4 nitez...haha...i can shop like siao liao le...mr chen suggest to stay at asia hotel cuz near mbk...but i ask jia quan he said there abit haunted lor...kao!dis stupid mr chen still dare to tell me tat we can stay asia hotel...im going to slp alone leh still stay at tat hotel lor...said wat ask me to share same room wif zhi qiang lor...i den dun wan...he is a snoring king can...i rather slp alone lor...later he wan to bring his thai gal back den ask me to slp where...haha...i die die also dun wan to slp a same room wif him...haiz...but reali hope tat dey can faster decide den we can book e ticket to go bangkok...
mummy asked me whether wan go genting anot...but i dunno still can ask who to go lor...was thinking to tell her y not gif me e money to buy ticket to go thai...haha...set!i will tell her dis...muhaha...think juz update here le...nite den update again...cuz will be going out to watch movie wif xi hong...haha...ciao!
pam is going to celebrate her 20th birthday at o bar...n also to farewell deb n shijie...cuz dey will be going oversea for 3 mths...nov den cuming back...haha...pam suggested to have theme for her birthday party at o bar...which is everybody either have to wear black or white to attend her birthday party...if not we got to forfit those pple who din wear...haha...looking forward on tat nite...pam sure drunk on tat nite wan de lor...haha...
i wan go bangkok...no matter wat,i die die muz go bangkok dis yr....frm dunno until when say wan go bangkok until now still havent confirm yet lor...have to wait for zhi qiang to plan...but dunno by den he will plan to go anot lor...cuz dey planning to go thai 5 days 4 nitez...haha...i can shop like siao liao le...mr chen suggest to stay at asia hotel cuz near mbk...but i ask jia quan he said there abit haunted lor...kao!dis stupid mr chen still dare to tell me tat we can stay asia hotel...im going to slp alone leh still stay at tat hotel lor...said wat ask me to share same room wif zhi qiang lor...i den dun wan...he is a snoring king can...i rather slp alone lor...later he wan to bring his thai gal back den ask me to slp where...haha...i die die also dun wan to slp a same room wif him...haiz...but reali hope tat dey can faster decide den we can book e ticket to go bangkok...
mummy asked me whether wan go genting anot...but i dunno still can ask who to go lor...was thinking to tell her y not gif me e money to buy ticket to go thai...haha...set!i will tell her dis...muhaha...think juz update here le...nite den update again...cuz will be going out to watch movie wif xi hong...haha...ciao!
/ 11:00 AM
whoo...it have been few mths tat i have not change my blogskin liao le...at last i found a nicer wan to replace my old blogskin...dis is my new blogskin...simple black n white...think should be not bad rite...haha...hope u all will like my current blogskin...i use dunno how many hrs to change dis blogskin and edit some of e stuff lor...until now den i do finish editing n there also new song on my blog...hee...a new bloskin n a new me...thinking wanna grow my hair long or cut short..hmmm...*thinking*...
/ 12:46 AM
went town wif kor(hong ming) to have dinner at xin wang...haha...eat till super full can...den after eating went to walk for awhile...last min bought mjphosis slipper...was looking for nike slipper....but couldnt find e slipper tat i wanna buy...some more very late liao le so most of e shop is closed...but anyway tml i will be heading to town again wif xi hong so i can go see again...hee...will be going to watch "hangover" wif him at cine...so nice of him he had bought e ticket online while we were discussing abt wat show we going to watch for tml...so we will be meeting after our work...haha...
suddenly he say sorry to me...i asked him y...he said he shouldnt step into my relationship...i nv blame him cuz its not his fault who cause e break up...i wont blame anyone...im e one who should blame cuz its me who wan to break off wif foo de...not becuz of anybody...its juz tat my feeling towards foo started to fade to thin air...due of less spending time wif me n he din reali show care n concern to me...n some other issue...dis r e things tat causing e break up...all cuz of me..its my decision who wanna break...maybe at e first place i shouldnt patch wif him first..dis is e 2nd time tat i broke off wif foo..of cuz i will feel heart pain n sad,but love a person doesnt mean u have to be wif e person...so dis is wat i choose for my path way...
we shall see in future...dis is fate,we cant control fate n everything...i shall continue my journey alone...n who knows maybe one day i can find another path way in future i also dunno...hope foo also can find his own path way in future too...wish him all e best...
time will prove everything...
suddenly he say sorry to me...i asked him y...he said he shouldnt step into my relationship...i nv blame him cuz its not his fault who cause e break up...i wont blame anyone...im e one who should blame cuz its me who wan to break off wif foo de...not becuz of anybody...its juz tat my feeling towards foo started to fade to thin air...due of less spending time wif me n he din reali show care n concern to me...n some other issue...dis r e things tat causing e break up...all cuz of me..its my decision who wanna break...maybe at e first place i shouldnt patch wif him first..dis is e 2nd time tat i broke off wif foo..of cuz i will feel heart pain n sad,but love a person doesnt mean u have to be wif e person...so dis is wat i choose for my path way...
we shall see in future...dis is fate,we cant control fate n everything...i shall continue my journey alone...n who knows maybe one day i can find another path way in future i also dunno...hope foo also can find his own path way in future too...wish him all e best...
time will prove everything...
Sunday, August 2, 2009 / 3:26 AM
kao!cant even tell me wat is e words lor...y cant juz say it out to me...dare to write dun dare to say...coward him!im so *angry* can...y he always like tat...like to do his things in his own way...nv think of wat pple feels...onli action speak louder dan words...y cant he juz be serious to me...wats is on ur mind can u juz say it out...im juz speechless rite now...his a biggest idiot tat i ever seen...
label:u r a biggest idiot i ever seen...
label:u r a biggest idiot i ever seen...
/ 1:36 AM
fri having gathering wif my pri sch frenz at ps...had dinner at cafe cartel...din use my camera to take pic...dun ask me y cuz i also dunno y i din take out my camera to take photo....to me,i dun think its like a pri sch gathering...cuz some pple bring dey r beloved to our gathering...kao!like a sianz can...but anyway dey took some pic...so maybe i can steal those pic tat take to upload to my fb or blog ba...hee...
and its sat...u noe wat?im at home lor...wanted to go out to have a drink but none of my frenz is going o bar tonite...haiz...wat a boring wkend for me...wondering he is fine without me anot...but i think he will be fine without me ba...he all along should be used to it already...cuz i think to him...with or w/o me he still can live well...haiz...
tml its sun already...super fast...n i still have no plan for sun lor...haiz!im like a sianz can...feel like go sing k box or go for a drink...i juz dun wan to stay at home tats all...next wk by rite going to watch national parade wif mr alan zhuo but he todae told me he couldnt make it cuz he got to work tat day...so he ask me to look for other pple to see but he will gif me e 2 tickets...i ask xi hong to watch wif me...i asked him to watch cuz tat time he asked me to watch kobe so dis time consider i return him back lor...i tot he wont wanna go watch but i guess im wrong...he said he wanna watch...haha...heng ar!at least i found pple to watch liao if not dunno still can ask who to watch le...
hmmm...im happy being wif him...he reali brighten my day...but wats is on his mind...reali hard to guess...wat he reali wan,its still a ??? mark...sometimes e things he say n treat me is different..but y its him...i also dunno y its him can???he reali make me confusing...i need someone to by my side now...to show care n concern...
i noe at dis time i shoudnt say dis at e moment...but i reali need a man who can show care n concern to me,understad me well,always by my side,can control me well,n whenever im down he will be there for me...a man tat i can reali gif up my social life n totally by his side..how i wish i can find a man like dis...but dun u think its hard to find...haiz...
and its sat...u noe wat?im at home lor...wanted to go out to have a drink but none of my frenz is going o bar tonite...haiz...wat a boring wkend for me...wondering he is fine without me anot...but i think he will be fine without me ba...he all along should be used to it already...cuz i think to him...with or w/o me he still can live well...haiz...
tml its sun already...super fast...n i still have no plan for sun lor...haiz!im like a sianz can...feel like go sing k box or go for a drink...i juz dun wan to stay at home tats all...next wk by rite going to watch national parade wif mr alan zhuo but he todae told me he couldnt make it cuz he got to work tat day...so he ask me to look for other pple to see but he will gif me e 2 tickets...i ask xi hong to watch wif me...i asked him to watch cuz tat time he asked me to watch kobe so dis time consider i return him back lor...i tot he wont wanna go watch but i guess im wrong...he said he wanna watch...haha...heng ar!at least i found pple to watch liao if not dunno still can ask who to watch le...
hmmm...im happy being wif him...he reali brighten my day...but wats is on his mind...reali hard to guess...wat he reali wan,its still a ??? mark...sometimes e things he say n treat me is different..but y its him...i also dunno y its him can???he reali make me confusing...i need someone to by my side now...to show care n concern...
i noe at dis time i shoudnt say dis at e moment...but i reali need a man who can show care n concern to me,understad me well,always by my side,can control me well,n whenever im down he will be there for me...a man tat i can reali gif up my social life n totally by his side..how i wish i can find a man like dis...but dun u think its hard to find...haiz...
