Tuesday, March 31, 2009 / 9:22 PM
in e end nv meet bao zhen...cuz she last min put me areoplane...i hate pple put me areoplane de lor...some more she's e one who asked me out de in end like dis...n yesterday i msg her whether izzit confirm but she din reply...if she said earlier,i wont bring her top out n my clothes le lor...make my bag so heavy lar...
i wan go redang beach resort!!!july im taking 1wk leave...so i wan to plan to go redang when on leave..shall let u all see e pic...
nice rite...make me so tempted to go there lor...im looking forward to go there...but dunno overall how much is e cost to go there...have to check wif travel agency...any recommendation?
yeah...my ou xiang*ronglie* NBL tournament starts on april 12...first match on sun againist tong whye at 530pm lor...i confirm will go support my ou xiang*ronglie*de...hee...but before tat...he will be going to hong kong wif yew tee players...so dis cuming sat he will be flying to hk liao le...he need to reach airprt at 530pm...if im free i think i will send him off lor...haha...gif him a surprise...haha...
/ 1:07 AM
came back frm bball session at old batok shelter court...a team ah ben(benerdict),ah pig n deb...playing wif tian zuo dey all,,,bao zhen also there...saw dis guy tat i dun feel like seeing...dunno y he will be there too...a guy tat im regreting to be wif him when i was young...haiz...totally no mood to play bball lor...almost twist my ankle...some more is my old injury lar...i think my ankle spoil liao le sia...sianz...
meeting bao zhen tml after my work...acc her to go vivo...think she wanna buy cosmetic...haha...maybe we can shop there for awhile...haha...
taking pic at home using my new camera...haha...
testin testing 1 2 3...haha...i was thinking whether should i grow long hair anot lei...wanna try to grow long hair...but dunno have to wait how long till e length tat i wan lor...i wan to grow till e chest area can liao....dunno i grow long hair izzit nice n suits me anot...if long hair dun suite me den i think i will cut back my bob hair style liao le...but hopefully its nice lar...my hair...faster grow long long can...sianz...
todae i muz slp before 2am lor....recently i have been slping ard 2plus3 plus like tat...my dark circle going to more n more dark liao le lar...sob sob!think i juz update here le...tml den update again ba...hee...
Monday, March 30, 2009 / 2:00 AM
haiz...in e end we din eat at aston...cuz alot of pple is queuing up lar...there r 9 groups of pple was waiting...seh...by time dunno wat time will be our turn to eat lo...so in e end we went to ps to eat cafe catel...hee...reach cartel abt 8plus like tat...alina join us later...cuz she was late!!!so me n my 2 kor order our food to eat...haha...we 3 order main course...n we still order another main course to share...
shall my photo do e toking...
we sitting at table 49.
cartel menu...
my apitizer...
dis is my dinner...hee...
we share dis main course...
dey eat till so happily...
last but not least...my desert...haha...oreo cheese cake...yum yum!!!
so after eating,we den went back home...so reached home ard 11pm like tat lor...until now den update my blog...hee...hmmm....k lar...think i stop here liao le...
Sunday, March 29, 2009 / 5:11 PM
sianz lar...raining day...raining make feel so moody lor...later will be meeting kor(hong ming)kor(guo rong) n alina(sayang)at town for dinner...will be eating aston at cathay...hee...wanna try dey r western food...hee...cuz heard my frenz said tat e food there r quite nice...hee...i asked deb dey all to eat too...but she told me have to see bao mood first cuz he going to put tattoo later...so later den can confirm wif me lor...i asked kor(guo rong) to help me to buy perfum for me frm duty free...but e perfum tat i wan frm duty free is much more expensive tat i expect...think i have to buy frm spore liao le...cuz here is much cheaper...
this is e perfum tat i wanna buy...
fascinating salvatone ferragamo...
how i get to noe dis perfum...is frm style magazine...dey gave dis small perfum sample frm magazine...i liked e smell,cuz e smell is not so *zhong*...i dun reali buy perfum unless i like e smell if not i wont get a perfum...my hse onli got 2 perfums...1 is ck to u(women fragance) another one is bestie pei brought for me as a birthday present...haha...both still left alot lor...dun think perfum will expired rite...hee...later when go to town i will buy e perfum...hee...i will bring my new camera along to take pic for e aston food n take pic wif them...so if tonite i'm free i will upload all e pic tat i take later to post on my blog n facebook...hee...
so wait for me to cum back home to read my blog ar...hee...
Saturday, March 28, 2009 / 6:57 PM
yeah...at last i have my own digital camera le...bought e camera dis afternoon at novena square wif foo...i've meet him ard 1plus at amk last cabin to noveana square...hee...den after tat we went to juction8...we went to eat sakae sushi...im treating him eat cuz he acc me to go buy camera...poor thing of him...he hurt his leg muscle...if i noe he hurt his leg muscle,den i wont asked him to go liao le...
den shop at juction8 for awhille...in e end i bought 1 white top frm mjphosis n 1 cover shoe frm cotton on at my fav boutique lor..haha..we left juction8 ard 5plus cuz he need to go for work at his godma there at 6pm...so he went to work den i went back home lor...cuz tonite i will be meeting deb to go aston at ps for dinner den after tat we will be heading to o bar...haha...yeah...party lo!!!!i will be meeting deb at 930pm at ps...i will bring my camera along later...haha...can take pic wif deb liao...no need to used my lousy phone to take camera already...haha...its still early now so i still got time to update my blog...hee...
tml sunday liao...dunno can go where lei...maybe should be staying at home rot lor...cuz mon i will be working 8am to 5pm...den maybe after work might go play bball wif them...hee...
my samsung nv100hd...
mjphosis white top
blush metallic flat shoe frm cotton...
Thursday, March 26, 2009 / 10:15 PM
yeah...at last im going to buy digital camera already le...haha...e camera tat i wanna buy is samsung nv100hd...14.7 mega pixel...hee...some more is a touch screen de...hee...n also its a new arrival...i can get it on sat already...
front
back of dis camera
nice anot...i luv it very much lor...hee...and fri its weekend already le...so happy...working half day...cuz i claiming time in e afternoon...but dunno nite will go where...still dunno yet...but sat will be going to collect my camera den nite will be going o bar to party!!!yeah...very long nv go o bar already...so sat i die die muz go...hee...
label: at last im going to have my own digital camera...
/ 1:19 AM
nv go work todae...cuz im taking mc...den slept till 3plus den go see doc...after seeing doc went to do facial at near by my block there...super long nv do facial already...dis is my first time i have so many pimples lor...sianz...very painful also cuz e auntie squezze until very hard lar...but at least i still can bear e pain lor...tml is thurs liao le...fast sia..den fri work half day onli...yeah...den after work i will be going to tampines to collect something den go home...dunno wan go o bar on fri or sat lei...still thinking...but think mostly should be sat ba...den fri should be staying at home rest lor...
think dis is e end of me n blackie....i think remain as a frenz wif him will be better...im happy tat he treated me so gd dis last few wks...happy to hang out wif him...but i think tat we remain as frenz will be better cuz i think we r frm diff world...hopefully he will be doing great for his work...dunno in future wat will happen i dunno...so juz nature take it cause ba...reali happy hanging out wif blackie...nv regret to noe him...
n den as for foo side...hmmm...he going to finish his exam in dis cuming fri...so he told me tat we need to tok next wk...i decided to gif him a chance to cover his negletting to me...but if still persist like we used to be in e past...den i think tat will be e end of our relationship....so juz see wat my future will becum ba...
tats all for todae...my eyes closing soon le...shall update tml ba...if there is things for me to update lar...hee... nitez ya!!!
Wednesday, March 25, 2009 / 1:37 AM
wah...todae is my super bad lor...my clinic like a hell man!!!pple there r suxing my bld...argh!!!gone mad soon...burst out todae...got e urge to resign 24hrs lor...but in e end nv...cuz i bear wif it...tml is another day for me to work 830 again lor...sianz!anyway juz bear wif it till fri...cuz i can claim time in e afternoon on fri liao...yes!get pay liao...i wan go retail therapy...looking forward on weekend...cuz i wan to plan my wkend till packed...to cover back e programme tat i have not been plan for e past wks...haha...
think nth for me to post liao...gonna slp le...and one more thing...
i think i have noe wat is my decision already...so juz wait till april ba...
Tuesday, March 24, 2009 / 2:09 AM
wat thing can make me to relieved stress???im so stressful...im tired of everything...going to have depression soon...stress wif work stress wif relationship thinggy...going to burst soon already...i think i need some retail therapy...some workout some clubbing n some travelling to relieved my stress...think one day i need to go osch to register dancing lesson...argh!!!why why why!juz need a break for my work...on leave on july for 1 wk...dunno whether still wan take leave again anot...haha...cuz i think its not enough for me to rest...i confirm will try to bear dis job till dis yr onli..wanna change my job...i dun wan to work here anymore...cuz i cannot tahan already...cannot tahan of patients,staff nurse n sister...nag nag n nag!!!working there reali very miserable although e pay n benifit is gd...
but e clinic is like a hell to me...i dun wan stay there!dey r toturing me...dis wk working 930 to 630pm doing closing...but dey putting me morning assisiting dr...so i have to reached before 830am...one day its okie...but dey putting me e whole wk lar...wat e hell!!!so its like im working frm 830 to 630pm...sometime even later...some more after closing i still have to check e next day stuff...so by time i do finish its abt 7plus lor...kao!!!!i hate it man!!!i told staff nurse but she told me tat not enough staff ...wat e fuck!!!our clinic is like forever not enough staff lor...give her 100 staffs she also said not enough lar...so izzit like hell???but can claim time...i confirm will go claim time on fri afternoon to go home rest de lor...luckily sat i no need to work...if nopt im sure bin sang!haiz...i last time dun have gastric prob de...cuz of working there...dey causing me to have gastric prob!!!im reali unhappy staying there.,..e reason i staying there now its becuz of my malay colleagues n some of my staff frm there...if i nv be so close wif them i dun think i still will be here suffering like hell...thanks them to motivate me to stay till so long...
haiz...times up!!!think i juz update till here liao...need to go slp already...if not tml im sure i will get very tired de...
label:going to get depression soon...
Sunday, March 22, 2009 / 6:55 PM
in e end im staying at home didnt go for adidas warehse...cuz at last "auntie" visit me already...*gd fren* told me luckily we didnt go there cuz there nth at all...haha...heng ar!if not we wasting our time to go there see lor...den maybe might be meeting *gd fren* for super at chong pang c n c to eat lesi lemak...
im noe tat im selfish...but no matter how i need to decide wat i wan for my relationship...frankly speaking,i reali dunno wat i wan for my relationship...i very confusing rite now...but i will onli noe my overall decision after my tok wif foo...
our heart to heart tok is abt whether we still can carry on our realtionship...so juz hear wat he wan to say to me and den i decide whether still can be back together anot...
i noe im selfish,but who knows my feelings...no one noe how i feel at all...haiz...so juz nature take it couse ba...wat meant to be mine no mater wat e situaition it will becum...in e end it will be mine...but not meant to be mine,den dis is my fate i have...
label:relationship reali very complicated...
/ 5:20 PM
When I say I love you I do
But this with you will not do
I need someone I can lean on
Someone I can count on too
Yes you are there sometimes
For that I am grateful to you
But I need someone there full time
And that you can not do
You told me once you loved me
That I could believe in you
I was there when you needed someone
Where were you when I needed someone, too?
The time has come for me to let go
Never to expect you to care again
People may come and people may go
But my love will never end
label: falling in n out of luv...
/ 5:12 PM
Somewhere in time
We fell in love
Our feelings were so strong
Stars sparkled up above
Somewhere in time
Nothing else mattered
We were together
Until our hopes and our dreams were shattered
Somewhere in time
Great memories are there
Our love was once great
Nothing could compare
Somewhere in time
Our love stands still
A love that we lost
Somehow, against our will
Somewhere in time
We'll meet again
Somewhere in time
Our love will never end
label: we were meant to be...
Saturday, March 21, 2009 / 11:45 PM
sianz lor...wkend have to stay at home again lar...bored!after work by rite wanna go escape park de...in e end nv go liao...cuz when i think of e journey there frm novena to pasir ris like a far sia...so in end went to visit my ah ma lor...den stay at her hse to eat my fav food...mee hoon kuay!i loved her cooking very much...especially mee hoon kuay...although there is no meat but juz a plain mee hoon kuay...but i still like it very much...hee...
tml will be meeting *gd fren* to adidas warehse to see whether thee is any gd stuff to "kio" anot...haha...den after tat dunno can go where liao le lor...think meet liao den decide go where after tat lor...
label: staying at home super boring sia...
tml will be meeting *gd fren* to adidas warehse to see whether thee is any gd stuff to "kio" anot...haha...den after tat dunno can go where liao le lor...think meet liao den decide go where after tat lor...
label: staying at home super boring sia...
/ 2:07 AM
here cum wkend already...super fast...tml will have to work half day lor...sianz...den after work going to escape park wif my malay colleagues...haha...family day for tts...haha...free de sia...den sat nite might be going to o bar to enjoy...yeah!yesterday went out wif bao zhen...at last we meet already...cuz we both busy so hard to meet each other...took alot of pic wif her...haha...went to aijisen for dinner...den after tat went for a short shopping at far east...bought a dress n a t shirt...haha...happy...but cost me ard 50bucks lor...
den todae when i went for my break...i went to a shop to buy bag...it cost onli $13.80...super cheap lar...some more e bag is quite big lor...
took dis pic at outside chanel boutique...
bao zhen & me in e toilet...haha...
haha...we both r acting cute...
bought dis dress frm far east...$28 lor...
t shirt tat i bought frm far east...$17.90....i like e design...hee...
so dis is e bag which cost $13.80...haha...cheap rite...look quite big hor...worth it to buy sia...
Wednesday, March 18, 2009 / 12:01 AM
another day for me...recently my temper is not very gd...think "auntie" cuming to visit me soon already...todae i was super angry of dis indian pt..i was doing billing in e morning...dis indian pt came do my counter n tell me tat he miss his no.which actually i called his no. quite no of times...but he din turn up...so i serve another pt,i told him to wait for awhile till i serve finish dis pt...when i was finish doing another pt,i called him after tat...so he tok to me in malay langguae...i told him tat im not malay,im chinese...u noe wat he said to me...u dunno how to speak malay???singaporean should be noe how to speak malay wat...*wat e fuck*wats e prob tat i dunno how to speak malay sia!!so i told him tat i too bad lor tat i dunno how to speak malay langguae..so he said,he wan to complaint to my sister tat i dunno how to speak malay...*fuck*juz nice 1 of a staff nurse heard tat dis pt wan to complaint so she asked him wat happen...why wanna to complaint n write feedback form...so dis pt told her tat he wan to complaint abt me tat i dunno how to speak malay...but staff nurse replied him back tat our main langgaue is english...n u noe how to speak english wat rite...den e pt said,although im not malay but i can speak malay...*wah!super frustrated lor*i told e pt...wats e prob tat we dunno how to speak malay....he said he wana to tok to my sister regarding of dis issue..n i told him tat if u wan to complaint den u can go ahead n complaint or write a feedback form...i dun mind... n he asked abt my name...he kept standing my counter n tok abt dis issue...wah kao!like tat also wan to gig me trouble becuz tat i dunno how to speak malay...shit him man!!!my whole day work is like shit lar...afternoon assisting MO.suoer slow lor...see 14 pts frm 2pm start...see until 630pm...can man!argh!!!!
we still havent msg each other...forget it!i wont msg him till he start to msg me...i will wait for him to msg me...but if he dun...den we will nv msg again...
Tuesday, March 17, 2009 / 1:02 AM
back to update my blog le...juz came back not long frm bball session at yt cc...havent bath some more...hee(smelly i noe)todae overall quite fun...did score some shooting n lay up...haha...n thanks for *gd fren*bought me bee hoon frm malaysia...haha...dun say i nv said thank you to u hor...haha...at last i bought e watch frm mustafa already...yeah!went to buy e watch wif blackie after our midnite movie on sat...*cuming soon* is so scary...but i like to watch...e next movie i wan to watch is unborn...another horror movie...haha...yeah!yesterday nite at home online...watching hip hop dance...was thinking of going to learn on wk day like after my work...to fill up my time...n also can keep fit too...intend to go oschool to learn hip hop dancing...find one day go there n register...hee...
one of my malay colleague is planning to go out on sat...definalty i have no problem wif it...but dunno e rest of my malay colleagues can make it anot...but hopefully everyone can make it lor...i luv to mixed wif them although dey r all malays...but i dun mind hanging out wif them n i also dum mind to learn malay langgaue cuz of them...hee...hope i can learn some malay frm them...haha...
I WAN TO BUY DIGITAL CAMERA!!!but dunno wat camera to buy...some more now no money to buy yet...but i hope i can get a digital camera asap...i wan to own a camera for myself....
we didnt msg for 1 n half day already...everything u told me previously....i dunno whether i should believe u anot...dunno izzit i think too much or wat...i dunno...e onli thing i noe is i confirm wont msg him first...n i also think e more i noe u...e more i think we r frm different world...dunno y i will think like dis...juz think tat there is nth to link us up...maybe e frenz u mixed wif is different frm my side of my frenz ba...but anyway thanks for being wif me when i was feeling sad... we shall walk one step n look one step ba...
as for foo side...still complicated....we will be having a gd tok after his exam...dunno will be together back anot...still its a ???haiz...dunno wat e outcum will be....so like tat lor...juz keep it dis way first ba...
Sunday, March 15, 2009 / 12:15 AM
i juz feel so moody rite now...alot of things is in my mind...
im sick n tired abt my life already...how i wish i can end my life asap...
Saturday, March 14, 2009 / 5:33 PM
eating campbell soup in dis kind of raining day is so shiok!!!hee...download movie rite now so mean while cum n update my blog...yesterday went to watch coming soon at cine wif blackie...watched 1130pm...cuming soon is a scary show...kept been scare by e ghost...dis show muz watch!!den my next upcuming movie will be unborn...another horror movie...hee...athough im scare of watching horror movie but i still like to watch...den after movie we went to mustafa to buy my watch...haha...im happy tat i get e watch lor...hee...
no plan yet for todae...dunno where to go tonite...kangwei jio go dbl o lor...dunno deb wanna go anot...if dun go also dunno still can go where liao...suddenly i juz feel tat my life is like a boring...feel like eating steamboat rite now...hee...argh!bored bored bored!tml is my godson 1 mth...im still thinking whether wan to go anot...dun have e mood to go...dunno y also...den tml also got my frisbee match...total got 4 match need to play...but if i go to my godon 1 mth...den i think i onli get to play 2 match if dey win another 2 match in e morning...hopeully we can play in e final n against xy's team...reali hope we can beat them cuz dey too *xiao zhang* liao le lar...dey tot dey r undefeated team..but i dun think so lor...i think we can win them if we play well...score every point tat we score...haha...lets jia you n win them *pian jia bu liu*wahaha...
Thursday, March 12, 2009 / 3:49 PM
i wan keep long hair...hair getting longer n longer liao le...but rite now my hair is at shoulder length onli...still dunno got how many donkey mths den can keep till my last time hair lenght lor...but i wan longer dan tat my last time hair...hmmm...maybe ard my chest tat length lor...hee...dunno i can tahan till there anot...afraid i cannot tahan den go cut away lor...hee...cuz rite now i already abit cannot tahan already...muz always tie up but i dun like to tie my hair...last time also like dis...cuz i cannot tahan long hair so i cut till very short till now den wan kept long hair lor...regret to cut away...if not now should be very long liao le lor...sob sob!but dis time i dun wan to cut short liao..i onli can trim my hair but cannot cut short...but except fringe lar...onli fringe i can cut...hee..."du ze you fen"if i reali go n cut short rite...i will treat u all eat watever food u all like...haha...so i muz bear wif it...hopfully it will be nice if i keep long hair...hee...
/ 3:49 AM
juz bathed out to update my blog...hee...y im still havent slp...cuz i juz came back not long frm o bar mah...hee...power rite...still not tired...haha...todae clubbing not reali very fun...cuz o bar alot of "hei pi" lar...sianz...dis is my first wed ladies nitez in dis yr lor....usually i onli went clubbing in wkend onli...cuz due to my work so i seldom go ladies nite liao...den stayed at double o e whole nitez...but there still not very fun...cuz starting e music sux...until behind den e music change to R n B lor...total we got 9 gals went to club...think some of e o bar bartender got abit of attitude prob lor...dunno izzit becuz its a free flow drinks for ladies tats y all e ladies snatch to order drinks till dey r so depressed ba..abit angry of dis bartender...but before i mentioned dis bartender,there is one thing i need to say is...i reali dislike some of e "hei pi" lar..."buay zi dong"wan lor...cuz before i want to help my frenz to order drinks...there is one indian BITCH kept snatching my place to order drinks...i was so frustrated n i bang her away...i tell her fren off n said tat she almost steped on my shoe lor...*ANGRY*feel like slapping her lor...okay,back to e bartender...when its our turn to order drinks,i told e bartender tat i wan a "9 teqila shots"...u noe wat he told me?he said 1 person its onli allow to order 1 shot...of cuz i noe lar...common sense,how i suppose to drink 9 in one shot sia...stupid rite!!!so i told him tat i got 8 gals behind me...but he die die dun believe me...so he told me tat he onli giving 2 shots...so i told my gfs tat he dun believe,so i asked them to put dey r hand up to let him see...but he said onli 6 gals onli...wah!!!in tat point i reali wan to scold him n said r u blind or ur maths failed cant u see there is 9 gals..."buay tahan"so in e end he still gave me 9 shots lar...at e first place he should gave me 9 shots le lor...y wanna waste my time to urgue wif me lei...cannot stand him lor...
i cannot stand to queue to get free drinks...so i stright ordered 2 jegar bomb...although need to pay...but i rather spend my money to drink better drinks n not queuing a long queue to juz order a free drinks lor...so total i drank 3 jegar bomb,2 teqila shots, n 1 bacardi pineapple...haha...but still not high lor...but anyway doesnt matter lar,drink too much also not gd...i saw 1 very familar face at dbl o...i saw a gal tat used to hang out at yishun bball court wif us...she last time very tom boy de...always wear cap n wif his bro playing wif us...i used to so close wif her....but dunno y suddenly we lost contact...but rite now she look very different liao...rite now she having a very long hair n put braces lor...i told meijun tat i saw her...but starting she also quite shocked tat jesscia had change alot lor...den saw marie at o bar...her fren ban seh her so i asked her to join me...better she alone standing rite...
btw,i lost my gold color watch sia!!!dunno drop at where lor...but anyway think its a gd sign lar...cuz i can buy a new watch liao...haha...think maybe tml or fri if go town den go mustafa to buy watch...i wanna watch e thai horror movie "cuming soon" lor...ask blackie dey all to watch...haha...think i juz update till here liao...tired le,,,luckily fri den start work lor...if tml working i sure super tired wan...can slp till very late le...hee...nitez!
Wednesday, March 11, 2009 / 1:02 AM
while waiting for my mac...i shall update my blog todae...hmmm...went to AH to look for blackie...cuz he took out 7 teeth...haha...mr bo gei!!!he bleed alot of blood...ard 8pm den we can leave e hospital lor...went to queesway hawker to eat dinner...he onli can eat porridge...den i eat tom yam noodles...den take 132 frm redhill back to my hse...reached home abt 10pm like tat..tml no need to work so i can online till so late..haha...tml will be going to o bar wif xue lin dey all n will be alot of gals going too...haha...hopefully will be fun tml...hee...
wanna go oversea on july...went to check jetstar flight to bangkok on july...its super cheap lar...its abt 157 bucks onli...dunno got pple wanna go anot lei...muz jio pple go liao...dis time muz bring more money to spend there...and dis yr i also wan to open a chalet for my 23th birthday...hee...will be open at costa sand parsir ris...hee...so i muz plan properly for dis yr stuff...
Monday, March 9, 2009 / 11:46 PM
i decided to tok abt our relationship again after his exam is over...think i reali have to gif him a chance to tok abt it...juz now i have my conversation wif bestie pei abt my prob wif foo...i realised tat im abit selfish...but i dun reali admit tat everything is my fault...half of it also have to blame foo...dunno on tat day wat is e outcome is...if we can back together den hopefully it wont happen again...but if we cant get back together...hopfully we still can be frenz...
its hard to turn back if choosing e wrong path way...n i dunno wat i did izzit rite anot...i dun wan to hurt any more pple le...but if can let me decide again i rather both also dun wan....juz have my single life will do...cuz franky speaking im juz tired abt relationship things...dunno out of a sudden i juz think tat relationship to me actually is nth already...dunno izzit becuz of e way tat foo treated me...n i dun have any confidence in relationship again...im juz tired abt everything...i reali need a break...
taking leave for tml n wed...tmlif i can wake up early think i will cook spahetti for my lunch...and xue lin jioing me go clubbing on wed...dunno wanna go anot...think i shall see how first ba...den tml blackie is going to take out his 7 teeth...gd luck to him...think i shall stop here le...abit sianz liao...
/ 2:08 AM
yesterday went o bar wif deb dey all...foo was there too...im trying to tok to him but dunno wat to tok to him also...he seem normal yesterday...but ard 2plus when i went back to take some rest...i was quite shocked tat he was puking...i dunno tat he was drinking alot...saw him like dis i abit heartpain...e onli thing i can do is to pass him tissue...kent came n tok to me abt our prob...asked me to gif him a chance...cuz he said tat maybe we nv commuciate...tats y will be like dis...its not juz commuicate will slove e issue onli...even though if we tok will he change becuz of me?who can understand my feelings...nobody will understand how i feel towards dis relationship...i still love foo but im juz tired of everything...i wanna to have a break rite now...if fate wan us to be together no matter how it was in e end we will still get back together de...and im believe one day we will get back together...but maybe not now ba...cuz i dun wan once we patch back den e same thing happens again...i reali hope he will change cuz of me...hopefully when we oatch back tat time he can treat me like e rest of e couple tat treat dey r gf like tat...
Friday, March 6, 2009 / 2:52 PM
friday liao lo!!!so happy...haha...todae im at counter e whole day doing billing lor...was thinking of claiming haf n hr since there is not much pts todae...den i can slowly take my time to prepare to meet blackie...he told me tat ec said tat east point alot of xiao zhu's fans queuing lor...frm 10am already got pple queue liao lar...think by time we reach there sure no need to see xiao zhu liao le...haiz...wasted!so think maybe juz go eat tain ji zhou first den after tat den decide go where...hee...tml its my turn to work on sat liao...assisiting dr leong AGAIN lar...15pts lor...dunno dis time dunno wan to see until wat time liao le sia...e last sat i assisting until 12plus till nearly 1am lor...hopefully tml his wife will keep calling him to be faster...so tat i can go back in time...hee...
go home take a rest n nite time i will be going o bar to enjoy my sat nitez wif them...hopefully tat nite will be fun...haha...den sun still no programme yet..think sun i will slp till afternoon den go out...haha...
/ 12:59 AM
recently i have been shopping alot...haha...shiok!dis is wat i bought dis few days...
bought dis at j8 cotton on..
bought dis agnes b handbag n mjposis frm vivo...
last but not least bought dis tube dress frm haji lane...haha...
shop like nobody business...haha...weekend tml liao...fast sia!!!was thinking whether wan go simei to see my xiao zhu anot lei...if not will be going to geylang eat tian ji zhou wif blackie liao le...dunno y todae very tired...think dis few days shop too much liao le ba...haha...loooking forward on sat nit at o bar...hopefully it will be fun...
bought dis at j8 cotton on..
white tube is at bugis "fox"
bought dis agnes b handbag n mjposis frm vivo...
last but not least bought dis tube dress frm haji lane...haha...
shop like nobody business...haha...weekend tml liao...fast sia!!!was thinking whether wan go simei to see my xiao zhu anot lei...if not will be going to geylang eat tian ji zhou wif blackie liao le...dunno y todae very tired...think dis few days shop too much liao le ba...haha...loooking forward on sat nit at o bar...hopefully it will be fun...
Thursday, March 5, 2009 / 2:30 AM
hmmm...should i accept a new relationship or waiting for e old wan to change??"he" reali treated me very gd...being wif him reali feel very happy..i have been touched by him...touched is refer "xin dong"not tat kind of touch...recently i have been hanging out wif him very often..but den i still abit she bu de to give up e old wan cuz im been waiting for e old wan to change...how?wat should i do...i reali dunno leh...izzit "jiu de bu qu xin de bu lai"am i doing e rite choice to broke off wif foo...maybe i cannot turn back now...if i wanna turn back den y at e first place i wan break wif foo...wats e point of breaking up wif him n wan to patch back wif him rite???since im e one who make e decision to break off wif foo,den y im still thinking abt him so much...am i reali very selfish?i told "him" to wait for me...but wat if one day foo willing wan to change cuz of me n in e end i patching up wif foo...its very unfair to "him"...all along i'm walking to e wrong path...no matter how bad it was,i still have to make a decision...to start a new relationship or choosing to turn back.,..relationship r reali so complicated...
/ 2:04 AM
acc blakie to changi airport to do his report...cuz stayed at home super sianz...afraid i will think alot at home so i rather stay outside...blackie gave me a wrong info tat have to take 21 frm cheers side to tampines mall...in e end e 21 is to whompo interchange lor...*angry*he said need 45mins to reached tampines...if i take 21 back again frm there...by time i reached there should be dunno 9pm like tat lor...so in e end took cab to there lar...thanks to blackie tat gave me a wrong info lor...reached there abt nearly 830pm like tat...he was late lor...make me waited for so long...but he treated me for dinner lar...hee...
acc him till abt 11plus like tat den i take 24 back home...wat sia!e bus for tonite like super slow lar...reached home abt nearly 1am sia...but at least i still slept in e bus so alright...haha...
yeah!!!tml i'll will be working half day...claim time in e afternoon...haha...den meet xue lin to haji lane for shopping...haha...recently i've been shopping alot lor...haha...shiok!hopefully tml i can find nice clothes frm there lar...hee...
den fri after work was thinking whether wan go simei to see xiao zhu anot lei...scare alot of pple lei...den after tat will be going to geylang to eat tian ji zhou before blackie take out his 7 teeths...haha...brave sia him...den sat will be o bar nitez...haha...hopefully there will be pple going...due of some reason i die die muz go o bar...haha...but its secret between me n deb...haha...
so no matter wat i will go o bar to enjoy e nite wif my frenz...
Tuesday, March 3, 2009 / 11:43 PM
dis 2 days went for shopping...hee...to relieve my unhappines thing tat happen to me...tml is wed already...super fast lor...yeah!looking forward on weekend...haiz...bu zhi bu juan already pass 1wk liao le...dunno wat he doing now...his exam starting soon le...hopefully he can do well in his exam...still got 1 more wk my frisbee break going to end soon le...life r so boring...spore r so boring too...I WAN GO OVERSEA!!!dunno july still can go oversea anot lei...i wish to go leh...but no matter wat...i die die muz go oversea every yr...humph!
went vivo wif en ning to buy birthday present for his fren...den shun bian shop awhile at there too...bought a agnes b handbag n mjphosis slipper...haha...i tot i wont shop but in e end i still shop lor...juz received tony sms n he said tat xiao zhu will be in spore dois cuming fri...i wan go see him...i wan buy his gai bang de album...haha...at last he cuming spore liao le...looking forward to see him...but dunno fri can go see him anot...ask blackie to acc me to go...hee...
Sunday, March 1, 2009 / 1:43 PM
went o bar yesterday....its a long time tat i nv went to o bar already...as usual o bar still got alot of malay n indian....yesterday those who went to o bar de got me,deb,bao,ah pig,marie n her fren...prasad joining us later...those who went there club wif me de already noe wat had happen to me...marie still came n asked me (u broke off wif ur bf le ar...y broke off wif ur bf...)when she told me abt dis i dunno wat to say n how to say...i feel like crying when she asked me abt dis...but i juz very normal n told her juz break lor...i was quite surprise tat i nv get drunk...i tot i will get drunk due to wat recently had happen ard me...but in e end i nv drunk...drunk 3 cup of yegar bomb,my fav 1 cup of snowball,2 n a half of voldca ribina n few slips of beer....(dunno wat beer i'm drinking also,e onli thing i noe is e beer very awful to drink lor...but i still drink lar...hee)juz drink like nobody business...dance like mad drink like mad...but den still wont get drunk...
blackie n eng chuan came to look for me for awhile cuz dey drinking at boat quay shun bian came o bar t0 see whether i'm dead anot...haha...juz nice dey r frenz also at o bar too...when i was outside looking for them to chat for awhile...dey r frenz came out to look for them too...i over heard 1 of a gal said tat i wan to look at ur gf...haha...my thinking was juz gei siao n look for ah pig to chat...cuz i dun wan them to mistaken...n i also heard blackie say back to dis gal tat he dun have any gf...which is true tat he dun have gf...but i juz dun wan them to misunderstood..so i quickly told him tat i going back to o bar le...after awhile den dey went back home...
we went back ard 3plus like tat...reach home abt 4am...bath n faster go to bed...head was abit heavy when i reached home...haha...think too long nv drink liao tats y like tat...
haiz...hope everything can juz pass faster...its juz make me very miserable onli...going to prepare to meet blackie le...cuz we going to his fren's chalet tonite...
