im juz simply love little ashton too much...hee...

haiz...im tired but cant slp...dunno y also...juz thinking alot of things which make me cant slp...hmmm..went to work n tell sis tat im going to resign...u noe wat she said to me...she ask me not to resign cuz its like e benifit here is so gd y u wanna leave..she send me to hr n discuss wif them abt it...dey ask me to go home n think abt it...tml den gif them e ans...n dey also increse my pay too...all my maay colleagues ask me not to go...asked me to stay...i wanted to resign on sept but dey asked me y not extend to dec better...take bonus n leave,but i told them see how it goes lor...hee...


haiz...im so confusing...i noe wats my decision already for relationship thing...but juz tat i dunno how to say abt it...i think at e first place i shouldnt patch wif him...cuz now den i realised its not love,its juz tat we r used to each other le...i dun feel e love already...my love for him start to fade away to thin air liao...things have happen ard me n him...if at e first place i din patch wif him i wont be more miserable dan now...cuz its hard to say 2nd time...but den im abit tired of dis relationship...haiz...wat should i do now...



im planning sept to have a drink at o bar wif batok ite bball players...haha...looking forward at it...was online chatting wif desmond wu wei jie regarding abt drinking thing...he was like happy as me abt dis planning...ask me to go plan...haha...i will be planning dis when it going to cum on sept...mummy todae also ask me whether wan go genting anot...she said she will treat me go cuz of my birthday...haha...im thinking of looking for pple to go genting...anyone?hee...definalty will be before my birthday...hmm...maybe i shall arrange e drinking plan wif batok ite before my birthday too...haha...gd idea ya!haha...wow...say until my birthday its like still got 2 more mths to go...like a fast can...im going to turn to 23 yrs old liao le lar...haha...hmmm...k lar...think i juz update till here le...tml got to work...if not tml im sure super tired wan de lor...hee...nite everybody...

dis is zhi qiang fren...call ah meng...say hi to his fren...

so dis is little ashton...my cute little boy...hee...

ashton zhi qiang n wei cheng


me n ashton

little ashton sitting on e cow...

me, hui ying n ashton

me, hui ying n ashton(2)

me ashton n hui ying(3)

haha...look at his expression...super cute can...



look wat he doing...he's dancing man...wahaha...



u noe wat he doing again?he is shacking his backside to me lor...haha...

me n ashton...e pic tat i love e most...hee...




2nd pic tat i like e most...hee...

me n wei cheng...dis pic is hui ying took de...haha...i also dunno when she took dis pic..

me,zhi qiang,ashton,hock choon n hui ying...

wat e heck is he doing behind me..

wei cheng,ashton n me...my hair is like a mess can...

me n wei cheng

zhi qiang,wei cheng,me n ashton

me,wei cheng,hui ying,hock choon,ashton n zhi qiang

me,zhi qiang,hock choon,wei cheng n ashton...look at dis idiot cheng is doing?

me,wei cheng,zhi qiang n ashton...

at last i have update my pic liao le...it took me dunno how many hrs to do dislor...haha...but tat wkend is reali fun...im happy to hang out wif them...especially wif ashton...he reali brighten my day...tat was 1st time im so close wif him...like bring him go play water n help him bath...haha...its so fun lor...although he abit naughty but i dun mind taking care of him if we still got next outing...hee...hope ashton reali enjoy tat wkend wif us...

after e zoo,we bring him home n we went to west mall watch movie..haha...watch murderer...a stupid show can...haha...k lar...think i juz update my sun outing till here le...hope there will be more to cum ba...mr chen,u noe wat to do liao le hor...hee...

label:sun outing at zoo wif them...

say hi to mr soo...

dey r room no.1237

mr pang,mr foo,me n mr khnng

mr khng,mr pang,mr foo n me

4 in pink n 1 black...

its me...

en ning n me






me n foo

annouce husband n wife...~muackz~

family photo...haha...

wow...at last im back to update liao le...sandy jie rom is tml liao le...super excited can...i wan to take lots lots of photo...haha...yeah!!!bet she will look e most prettier bride i ever seen...haha...change my dressing already...will be change to black tube dress instead e lime green dress...hee...e tube dress have to suits heels lor...seh...tml got to wear heels liao le lar...hard to walk for me can...cuz i hardly wear heels de...e heels will sure going to kill me e whole day lor...sehz...omg!!!


hmm...dis few days things happen ard me...last sun kana tio my xiao ah lian lor...sehZ!cuz of pam pointing a skinny baboh gal...kao!stupid can those xiao lian...childish man...come on lar...wat century already...still wan fight...pls lar!pointing her like will kill her like tat...but luickily everything is settle le..hope those xiao lian can find useful things to do...not juz hang ard at yt to "tio pple dai ji".im very resonable person...no point asking pple to cum down to help..cuz in end u also juz make e things worse onli..in e end "chi kui" is them not us...
haiz...enough of saying dis liao...wat had pass already pass so no point saying so much things...


last min went to see kobe last wed wif xi hong at kallang stadium...lots of pple...regina fav bball star...she like a crazy woman when she saw kobe is out...shout n jump like dunno wat...haha...she reali deeply in luv wif kobe can...no matter how she will go take his pic whenever kobe goes ard...haha...i din reali take alot...den watch till ard 9plus den go back...went to look for jin hang n adele dey all at my hse coffee shop...dey went there to eat crab...wow!at last im going there to eat can...onli thing to describe e crab...power!haha...super delicious lar e crab!!!haha..wasted tat ou xiang lie not there...if not he can those e crabs...reached there i tot onli jin hang,adele n candy...suprisely still got uncle wong n his gf...after finish eating head down to zouk wif them...wahaha...li hai man!



now im home to update my blog...foo went to collect car...for tml rom to use...hee...den tonite we r bringing joyce to eat supper...cuz foo own her meal...haha...hmmm....wat should we bring her to eat leh...still thinking..but tonite other dan us still got prasad n pam to join us too...haha...gd!have to bring pam out also...if not scare she thinks alot...


haiz~i juz messed everything...how should i clear e mess...im so lost n confusing...gosh!should walk 1 step n see one step liao le...
weekend weekend...dunno how im going to spend my dis wk wkend lor...
sun go zoo!!!!mr chen pls bring ashton along on sun to zoo can...i wan go zoo wif him...no matter how tired u r...u muz die die bring him go...i dun care!!!i wan take pic wif him...hee...

recently my life have start to change...which make me pissed of whenever i think of it...pple have say things behind my back...i noe some of e pple out there will say i'm flirt but i dun care wat dey r thinking..i am who i am..i noe wat im doing...i dun think i am wrong..i have guys frenz more dan gfs...so obviously i will hang out wif guys more dan gfs...n maybe due to my character is more boyish so i can easily make frenz wif guys...

frankly speaking, i noe im still playful,i still wanna enjoy my life...n wat im thinking is,although i got a bf doesnt mean i cannot hang out wif my guy frenz?if im married, n i do such things of cuz it a wrong way to be hanging out wif guys lar...but e prob is im not married...so why cant i hang out wif my frenz...cant i have my freedom???different pple got different thinking...if ur thinking is different frm me i can understand,but pls dun say behind pple's back...juz keep to urself will do...i noe maybe some of them doing dis its becuz for my own gd...but im noe wat im doing so pls dun worry...anyway,if something reali happen it also doesnt link to u all...juz can blame me for doing dis kind of silly things n create more prob...




haiz...at least saying it out i will feel better...better dan keep to myself for so long...food put inside fridge too long it will becum bad food de...same goes to my theory.if u keep too long...one day i will becum bomb timer...anytime i will explode...
i onli say dis once i wont repeat dis thing in my blog again...thanks to ah bao who remind me of dis at o bar...if not i think i wont blog in my blog lor...
zzz...got to slp le...its 5.12am in e morning...cuz of dis thing make me thing alot of things...but rite now i wont think so much already...cuz i am who i am...dis is my character...



label...pissed of e day...

im blogging again...wkend programme is packed...fri might going o bar wif xue lin dey all..haha...very long din go club wif them le...miss clubbing days wif them...looking forward to go wif them if fri we r going...juz nice jia xin also jio me go o bar...cuz her boy boy celebrate his birthday there...so ask me to go too...if xue lin dey all is going den i will go look for them lor...
den sat i will be going sentosa wif kent dey all...think alot of pple is going lor...haha...hope wont be raining...i will bring my mat along...so if i tired i can slp there...haha...hopefully tat sat dun rain..."zui hao tai yang da da bu yao xia yu"!!!haha...


meeting bestie pei n xiu hui at northpoint for dinner...going to eat thai express...haha...missing bestie pei so much...at last can meet her already...yeah!will bring my camera along...cam-whoring...haha...

yesterday wei cheng told me he hooked 2 pigs for me...haha...1 boy 1 gal...so happy!hopefully e pigs its not ugly...but appreciated!he noe i like pig so he saw e machine got pig tats y he hooked for me...so li hai lor...how i wish i can catch myself...

yesterday i got a big quarrel wif foo..i almost going to said break up to him due to he make me waited for him for so long....before tat he was at yt cc watching bball match wif them den i was at his hse watching tv n playing my sim...so i told him once i finish i will call him or he finish watching also can call me...so when i going to meet him to eat at cck park...i called him ask him where is he n i on e way going to look for him...so he said he at alan hse,i told him i reaching soon so u can cum down now he said okay...so when i reached alan hse downstair,he still havent cum down yet so i wait for him for awhile first...i called him again,n ask him whether he cuming down anot he said ya,cuming down liao...awhile more he still nv cum down...i total called him 3 times he kept saying e same thing to me tat he cuming down liao...but den in end he still nv cum down k...i was very angry lar...after awhile he came down so i gave him a face...he was angry so he walked off...im very frustrated so i walked off too...in e end he walked his path n i walked my path...i went back to his hse downstair to cool down...e more i think e more my tear dropping off...



went to yew tee for awhile...in e end,im e one who sms him n ask him where is he but den he din reply me back...so i on my way back to his hse downstair,i saw him sitting there smoking...i was siiting at e other blk to call him to see whether he will pick up my call anot...but he din pick up...call him many times but he die die dun wan pick up my call...so where by my emotional almost burst up so i told myself he better dun regret it...so i walked towards his blk n said to him...since u wan to be like dis den tats it...i went up to his hse,sit at his staircase there n start crying like nobody business...cuz i got e erge to break up wif him..we quarrel alots of thing s n say alot of things...but in e end he aplogise to me n i also aplogise to him back...


he went to yew tee to da bao mac to eat...so i wait for him at his hse downstair cuz he got no keys...although we r ok already...but i still think alot...cuz i think its like a hard to maintain dis kind of relationship...i reali hope there wont be another time already...cuz next time it happen again i think there wont be any chance tat we can get back again liao le...we have broke off once already,so dun think there will be 2nd chance to patch up...



*to all e guys out there...no matter wat,pls dun let ur gf/or a gal to make them waited for u all for so long or actually u said u r cuming down already but still havent cum down yet...if u reali did tat,e first thing i think u have to do is apolgise or try to "sai nai" them for awhile when u reach...at least dey will feel better...pls dun juz treat it like u r not late n its not ur fault...cuz u will juz make e things worse onli...


if at first place he aplogise to me or "sai nai" to me...i dun think dis will happen to us...but everything is too late liao le...dun wait for it to happen den u aplogise...u will juz hurt e gal onli...
so pls dun let dis to happen to u all...

hey...i'm back to update my blog liao le...fri nite staff nurse goh(godma) bring us to dis hongkong street resturant to eat dinner...haha...hmmm...eh no...she is sister goh liao...she upgrade already...haha...reached there abt 7 plus like tat...cuz me n nina doing closing so abit late...dey r so gd...dey waiting for us to reach den dey asked e person to bring e dishes to our table...hee...guess wat is our first dish...hee...

follow up by dis dish...

ceral prawn...

actually still got some more dishes de but i forget to take cuz i busy eating all e dishes so nv take e rest...haha...

do we eat till 9plus like tat lor...den i went to sembawang to look for foo...so dis is e end for my fri programme...

sat...

sat programme is i went out wif ah bui(zhi qiang) n his frenz dey all...at first is we had our dinner at chinatown eating claypot...but i went to my ah ma hse first den go meet them de...there is ah bui(zhi qiang)hock choon n wei cheng...i reached there abt 9pm lor...cuz tat nite was raining damn heavily lar...i asked them to eat first but dey said wan wait for me...if dey eat first den by time i reached dey already eat finish lor...but dey dun wan...so paisei lar!!

den after dinner we went to one of a batok pub to drink...quite "wu lu"there...i onli noe is all factory side lor...dunno y there got pple open pub de...haha...before went there herle(is a guy's name) also joining us...hmmm...reached there i saw kevin n his gf also there...dey were drinking beer there..luckily there is snow ball to drink so i went there juz drink snow ball onli...haha...n also got k to sing lar...haha...like tat i wont be bored also...tat nite i got small concert there lar...sing until i happy...haha...den after tat more n more dey r frenz were here liao...so weird can...i tot onli me n them...slowly like dey got 1 bunch of tattoo frenz also went there lor...sehz!like a weird can...i dunno dey will be there too...if i noe dey will be going i confirm wont go de lor...anyway i juz sing onli lar...dun heck them...scary k dey r tattoo...omg!den after tat dey still wan to drink some more so dey change to boat quay to drink...dey asked me to go wif them so bo bian i juz go lor...cuz there dun have any cab to go back...sob sob!kevin went to take his company lorry to drive us there...u can imagine how many pple is there lor...diao!

so we reach one of a boat quay pub ard 3plus...but i went there i din drink lar...juz acc them onli...after awhile acc hock choon n wei min's bro to eat...but still got hui ying n weicheng there also lar...chit chat awhile den went back to e pub again...

i like pigs...haha...e left 1 is weicheng hooked for me frm e machine in e pub de...den another 1 is he bought frm de deaf lady who sell all those bears...i like e pig tat he hooked for me...so cute lar!thanks to him who hooked e pig for me...appreciated!haha...

i stayed there till 4plus den i took cab back...overall hang out wif them is fun but not wif tat group of tattoo pple...cuz it so weird n i think there is nth for me to chat wif them...cuz not click...

sun...

hmmm...woke up ard 3plus...thinking to go town to help sandy jie jie to look for light pink shirt for them...meeting pam(naughty sis) at 530pm at yt control...wei cheng dey all jio me go bugis but i told them i meet pam go town already so in e end i nv join them...when i already came out frm foo hse..i called pam wanted to noe whether she cuming out already anot...when i called her,she still slping lar!!!i was abit upset cuz she was slping n forget e timing...so she said she go change n stuff lor...so while waiting for her,i told her if she tired den dun go lor cuz i think tat nite she sure play mahjong until damn late n some more got to woke up early to go teach her student tuition...so i told her its okay n i go myself...i din reali blame her cuz i noe tat she's tired...(so onli dis time ar pam)so went to take bus to town lor...in e mean time i was smsing wif wei cheng also...so he asked me go bugis look for them den dey acc me go town see whether got e clothes tat i looking for anot...anyway i also need zhi qiang to be m model cuz kok ann size n his size almost e same so i decided to go find them n also see bugis have it anot...

went to look e whole place at bugis but no sizes...like got e size for kok ann but no sizez for foo n alan pang...so we went to town to see have anot lor...but den in end nv buy lar...cuz very hard to choose so i told sandy jie tat think she have to go down herself to see will be better...i treated them eat cuz its like i am e one who see but dey din manage to see dey r stuff n dey make dey r effort to "pei he wo" which i felt very appreciated lor...so after tat we went to chomp chomp eat n i treated them eat dinner lor...i din take any photo but i did dey 1 photo...

which is dis!!!

see!e sugar cane drink so big lar...1 person how to drink finish...n guess who bought it?e stupid wei cheng lor....nv use his brain to think...i onli drink not ever half of it den i pass it to zhi qiang to drink...haha...cuz bui is "zui tang"wahaha...(actually i going 1 big round to shoot zhi qiang onli)

so after eat finish dey fetch me back to foo hse...when pam e naughty sis woke up at nite n sms me said tat she had a nitemare she of me died in her dream...she said she felt gulity n asked me how to make up to me...haha...e first reaction i have is i lol lor...i show it to zhi qiang n wei cheng tat wat pam sms me..dey also have e same reaction...i told her its ok but she said its better to make up to me...so i asked her to treat me eat...haha...she's reali a silly gal!its juz a dream...i wont take it to heart de...n i also won blame u tat u din acc me...hee...tat so dis is how my wkend ends...was fun hanging out wif them...hee...hope there will be more to cum n wish pam can join us too...n by e way i have stop playing bball already...sianz of it liao...dun have e mood to play bball liao le...perhaps maybe one day i will "ki siao" form wan to play bball again also dunno..haha...

label...dis is how my wkend ends...