我 ♥ 李庆源

Saturday, February 28, 2009 / 5:32 PM

todae is a raining day...juz came back not long frm neighbourhood saloon....change my hairstyle again...go trim my hair n dye my hair dark...look abit totally diff...hee...maybe not used to it tat my hair becum so dark...haha...

tonite dunno still going o bar anot lei...deb said like not much pple going...but i feel like going lei...hope tonite can go o bar lor...i wan to enjoy n drink like nobody business..

i'm super moody rite now....dunno y also...everything juz change very fast...haiz...argh!!!bored bored bored!

Friday, February 27, 2009 / 12:35 AM

its going to weekend already...time pass reali fast...went out wif winnie todae...nv buy much stuff...i onli have limited amt to spend onli...cuz todae when i wan to withdrawn money...i forget to tke my card so e machine eat my card away...sianz diao lor...i realised it when i was going to pay bill lor...tml need to go take e new card at posb bank liao...

den tml after work will be meeting blackie to town to collect his phone frm sony service center....although his warranty already expire but no need to pay any cents lor...cuz i used to work there so dey nv charge me for e repair fee...haha...so gd!!!den after tat might watching movie wif him at town lor...cuz i wanna watch marley n me...i think is a nice show to watch lor...i watch dis show cuz of e dog...cuz e dog super cute lar!!!hee...

actually my programme r all packed...hee...sat will be going to yishun to do my hair n trim my eye brown...den nite maybe going o bar wif deb dey all...hee...sun will be going to blackie's fren chalet...abit weird cuz e pple there i dunno wan...but he asked me to go wif him so i go lor...hee...

den yesterday after my work i meet en ning for dinner at united square to eat mac...along e way back to novena square i saw rainbow after e rain stopped...super nice lor...haha...

see dis pic...

haha...izzit nice!!!its a long time tat i saw a rainbow liao le...hee...dis pic is along e way when we going back to novena square...

take frm diff place...haha...dis pic i took it when i was at e bridge which near e church...

think i shall post to here le...abit moody liao...shall update my blog again...

Wednesday, February 25, 2009 / 11:05 PM

my journey wif foo ends on 25th feb 2oo9 3yrs 3mths.e longest relationship i had in my life...everything back to zero already...in dis realtionship i learned alot of things...no matter how busy u r...u still need to take out some time to meet ur gf/bf...if not e relationship will same as me...my relationship ended like dis cuz of dis issue...we all busy...he busy wif his studies in weekdays den weekends still need to helped his godma to work till e nite...i weekdays need to work so e onli time i can meet him is weekend...but he got to helped his godma to work in weekend till quite late so in end e times goes by our relationship becum drifting apart...emo dis few days n cried till i fall asleep...but hopefully we still can be frenz ba...think i need to take sometimes to heal...so muz find more programme to cover e sadness of mine...

tml i will be meeting winnie after work to go bugis to have dinner n shopping at bugis...muz do some retail therapy...if not i dun feel better...

/ 1:28 AM

sorry tat im lying to u...

sorry tat i have hurt u so much....

sorry tat i have make u fallen for me...

sorry tat i have make u to be so close to me...

sorry tat its unfair to u

sorry to make u disappointed...

e onli thing i can say is i'm reali sorry abt tat...

Sunday, February 22, 2009 / 2:05 AM

yesterday was doing closing till abt 7 plus...reached suki at yck abt nearly 8pm...i was super hungry cuz afternoon i din take my lunch cuz of e buffet....was taken alot of pic wif my malay colleagues at suki....although yesterday i din take my lunch but i din reali take much food...but i took alot of my fav food...hee...like salmon sashimi...i take 2 plates of salmon sashimi to eat lor...e plates is not like 1 plate onli 4pcs...is 1 plate wif alot of pcs...haha....total i took 2 plates of sashimi...like a mountain like tat...hee...den i still take laska wif crayfish...nice although is onli a small potion....heee...last but not least,my desert is my fav yam paste...haha...super nice!yummy!den we finished our dinner abt 9plus like tat...den took some pic wif my malay colleagues outside yck stadium....it was fun enjoying wif them...thanks gals!!!

den meet blackie ad 10plus like tat at ps...we buying tickets to watched benjamin button...e show start et 1245am...before e show....we went to eat dou hua somewhere ard ps den after tat went to mustafa to walk walk...saw alot of cheap watches there...haha...think one day must go there shop for watches liao...hee....den finish our window shopping den we took cab back to cine to watched our movie...e show took 3hrs lor...overall i think e show is nice...i think e show is worth it to watch...not bad ar...paid $10 for 3hrs...haha...reached home abt 4plus like tat lor...so tired sia...cuz morning still need to work half day lar...sianz!!!

think i stop here le....type till my hand very tired...hee...shall post my pic some other day...nitez everyone!!!

Friday, February 20, 2009 / 1:37 PM

yeah....my godson was born last wed...haha...so happy...nick send me baby photo to me...and he is very cute lor...haha....cuming weekend go visit him i'm sure will go hug my godson wan de lor...haha...i shall post e pic of my godson some other day...hee...thinking of buying something for my godson...hee...

yesterday nite went to play bball at yew tee cc wif them...super sianz sia...onli play 2 matches onli....cuz last nite alot of pple playing bball....so waited super long...wont go there play so often liao le lar....always wait for turn to play bball r always very slow de...sianz...den played finish liao den went to yew tee food court to eat dinner...ate till abt 11plus like tat....den en ning sending me back home....i was wif him at my nearby coffee shop having a drink....having a heart to heart tok wif him...tok alot of stuff tat happen ard us...toking abt some of my personal prob...haiz...dunno how to explain in blog...but e onli thing i can say is...i'm so stressful!!!i think one day i will going to be break out lor...i dun wan to make any decision rite now... but if i dun wan to make a decision i think its not fair to those person tat involve...i noe i'm selfish but i juz dun wan to lose them...haiz....

one more thing....having 3wks break for frisbee...yeah!final will be on 15th of mar...haha....den at nite we still got a leauge party somewhere at changi...haha...

last sun againist wan yi's team...and we won lor....haha....tat day e sun is super hot lor...becum darker n darker liao le...no cloud on tat day some more...haha...but i like to be tan so actually is okay de lar..hee...

waiting to do closing now....todae our clinic having a outing to go yio chu kang to eat suki buffet...haha...i going to eat lot lots of food...i save my afternnon meal juz for e buffet k...hee...there got lots lots of nice food to eat lar...yummy!i will take photo later for my outing tonite...hee...muz take lots lots of pic wif my malay colleauges later...hee...

Monday, February 16, 2009 / 2:24 PM

my heart is dead...

Sunday, February 15, 2009 / 10:04 PM

sat

yesterday was a great valentine day tat i have dis yr...cook spahgetti for blackie den meet him ard 3plus at harbour front to go underwater world...before we went there...we went to vivo to eat spahetti...den he bought me a choc for me...so sweet of him...nv foo bought choc for me...(sad)i told him tat i nv gave him present for valentine day but juz cooked sphagetti for u izzit alright....luckily he said he dun mind...and he said e spahgetti cooked quite nice...so happy lor...haha...i tot not nice sia...den we eat finish abt 4pm like tat...den went to queue to buy ticket to get to sentosa...wah...e queue is damn long...den 1 of a ang mo couple approached blackie to gave us ticket lor...haha...heng lor....no need to queue so long to juz to buy sentosa ticket le...haha...

went in to sentosa to buy underwater world tickets...we went to dophine lagoon to watch my fav dophin...took alot of dophin pic yesterday...so nice lor..

den after we watched finish we went to underwater world to see all of different kind of fishes...

we watched until 7plus like tat den we went to bugis seafood harvest to eat our dinner..

we eat till ard 9plus den went to m hotel to look for shao hua n his gf to chilled...eng chuan joined us after tat...overall everything was great...reali enjoy tat nite...

thanks blackie for e valentine n e choc...

i shall post my pic now...

blackie bought dis choc at sin(ask him when he bought for me de but he dun wan tell me when lor...

i luv choc!!!yum yum!

my fav dophin...

we took laot of pic but too much liao till i lazy to upload...hee...

sea horse...

jelly fish turn to pink...

jelly fish turns to green...

jelly fish turns to yellow....

look at dis giant spider crab...damn look like spider lor...

little memo...haha...

last but not least...our dinner at seafood harvest...

yummy!!!salmon wif scallope...

cray fish wif chicken chop...

in e end we onli took all e fishes,dophin and our food in seafood harvest...nv took pic for ourself...haha...

Thursday, February 12, 2009 / 5:35 PM

should i gif up anot...i reali dunno...sometimes i juz feel like giving up but den i dun bear to gif up...i very miserable...wat should i do now...im afraid once i gif up i will lose everything...a sad thing abt life is when u meet someone u love,e onli to find out in e end tat it wasn't meant to be and tat u have been wasted yrs on someone who wasnt worth it for...but luv is blind rite...haiz...i dunno wat i did izzit rite anot...need to confess to him abt our problem tat lies on wif us...he not going to celebrate valentine time wif me...he will be working on tat day...i will be celebrate velentine day wif my fren...

Saturday, February 7, 2009 / 10:13 AM

super moody lor...yesterday ended work quite late..reach home abt 7plus like tat...den prepare to meet xue lin and huimin at amk last cabin to go phuture wif them...reached there abt 9plus...went to queue citibank line to get in free entrance frm phuture...hee...if not i have to pay $25 for entrance fee lor...saw blackie dey all outside phuture...after getting e chop went to a nearest coffee shop to have dinner wif them...we sit at e coffee shop till 11plus lor...by e time we went in to phuture e crowd is already quite packed by pple...

didnt drink much...cuz dun feel like drinking so dancing at e dancefloor wif them...wah...suddenly phuture becum more n more pple liao le...super squeezing sia!i think i still pprefer o bar n double o dan phuture...cuz wont be so crowded like phuture like tat...

saw foo's god sis(pris)...haha...so qiao man...den saw some familar faces there too at phuture...we danced till closing...

den reached home abt 4plus like tat...super tired sia...slp at 5am...some more todae still got work...but luckily i onli work half day onli...hee...den i woke up at 7plus to go for work...assisting dr todae...lucky onli 6pts...haha...9plus jiu finish my clinic...i ask my senior to let me claim time to go home as i have done all my things already...so she allow me to cliam time to go back home...haha...yeah!

den after work i will be going to amk central de post office to collect my dress...haha...so happy lor...cuz my dress has arrived...some more it takes onli 1 day to delivered...hee...den after tat go home take some rest n go ah ma hse for dinner...hee...

Thursday, February 5, 2009 / 10:57 AM

thurs

meet blackie(jx) at my work place for dinner at belestier...went there to eat my fav ba gu teh...yum yum!while waiting for him...i was in my clinic surfing net...haha...went to online shopping for awhile...hee...order dis dress frm the scarlette...

i order e blue wan...izzit nice?hee...e dress cost 28 bucks...but overall i paid is 32.24 bucks cum registered mail...hopefully i can get it soon...hee...

boring boring...

tml is fri already...xue lin asking me to go phuture tml...i'm still thinking whether wanna go anot...cuz sat i have to work half day...but den i think in e end i still will go clubbing de lar...haha...super long nv go phuture le...hmmm...think abt 1yr ba...haha...cuz e crowd there always alot of pple...super sianz lor...but den long long go there one time so should be okay lar...haha...xue lin said meet there ard 9pm...dunno i can meet it on time anot...cuz if go there late rite den e queue sure super long de lor...heard frm my fren said tat weekend always have to queue very long de leh...cuz alot of pple going there to club...wah...den like tat have to reach there as early as possible lor...if not cannot get in lor...

phuture reali got so fun meh?entrance fee n drinks r so ex lor...but blackie said tat although e entrance fee is abt 20 to 30++ but dey still free u 2 drinks...so maybe thinking of e gd side,juz treat e entrance fee is paying for drinks lor...haha... but den if tml very boring rite,i sure will go home early de lor...ya hor...1 more thing...maybe i can no need to pay for entrance fee liao leh...cuz i can get free entrance if using citibank card...n juz nice i got citibank card lor...haha...but have to reach there early lar...cuz onli vaild for 250 person onli...haha...save my entrance fee money...hee...

Wednesday, February 4, 2009 / 6:59 PM

think i will get my perfect weight in dis few mths lor...haha...cuz i onli take 1 meal per day...dunno y recently i dun feel hungry at nite lei...hee...yesterday went for joggging at bishan park after i came back frm work...run 2 round in e park lor...suprise rite...i will went for a jog yesterday although i was feeling tired...cuz suddenly i got e feel to run mah so went to bishan park to jog lor...hee...leave my place abt 8.30pm den came back ard 9plus...i tot i onli can run 1 round onli lor...surprisely i run 2 round leh....haha...to me i think is already very gd tat i will try to run 2 round...eventually i wanted to stop jogging when i was running 1 n half round de...cuz i have no energy to run liao....but i still trying very hard to run finished e 2 rounds...cuz i dun wan to give up...but luckily i can manage to run finish lor...haha...after i run finsh dis 2 round i was super tired lor...so i quickly went home to bath...i have been slping quite early dis few days...usually i went to slp abt 3plus like tat...but dis few days i slept abt 12plus or 1plus like tat lor...haha...

tml will be thur liao le...super fast lor...den fri might going to phuture wif xue lin n some of her frenz...cuz long time nv go there club liao some more her frenz going there to celebrate dunno wat...aiya...juz go onli who cares wat dey celebrating...haha...

heard frm oh xiang(rong lie) said tat "lan zhong" going to start on april lor...yeah!haha...can watch him play bball again liao le lor...so happy...hopefully he can perform well...i noe i said it too early already...but april very fast de lor...now already feb liao...still got 2 more mths jiu april liao leh...den think will see alot of familar faces de lor...

think i juz wrote till here liao...waiting for blackie for dinner...

Tuesday, February 3, 2009 / 6:32 PM

hee...at last i have change my blogskin...luv dis blogskin every much....looks cute rite...haha....it take me sometimes to do wan hor...copy n paste my old blog to dis new blogskin...back to work liao le...so boring lor...haiz...dun say abt work liao...make me headache lor...

my hair colour turns to gold liao lar....like ah lian's sia...sianz!!!think bear wif it till march den i wan tone down my colour n go trim my hair...yeah!my hair getting longer n longer liao...so happy...hopefully can grow much much longer...dunno long hair suits me not...hopfully it suits me lor...if not i will cut short my hair....

hmmm....think i juz update till here liao...nth to update too...enjoy my new blog ba...hee...