hey pple...i'm back to update my blog already...it been so long tat i nv cum update liao...hee...
my birthday cuming soon in 1 more mth...dunno how to celebrate my birthday lei...haiz...where to go eh???hmmm...go clubbing wif my frenz or go oversea leh?mummy was thinking of bringing me go genting again!!!(omg)izzit wasting time to go there?haha...
foo birthday also cuming soon too...but he more early dan me...think alot of pple born in sept...kor(guo rong)foo,johnson,reg birthday all in sept...my pocket wan to have a big hole liao le lor...omg!e first sept will celebrate kor(guo rong)birthday...he thinking of going to drink...asked us to think of a place but i dunno where to go...den follow up by foo...still havent plan for him to go where to celebrate lei...den next one will be regina...haha...
recently went to visiting my ah ma...she gettin more n more old le...memory not gd,eyes becum more n more weak...i'm juz afraid she might...haiz...choy!dun say le...later i gonna cry again...
izzit too early to settle down in a relationship?
i'm so confushed rite now...cuz i think for me its abit early to have stable relationship...sometimes i think single is better cuz there is lots of freedom...and if u done something wrong or wat there wont be some one will blame u...
i still wanna enjoy my life wif my frenz...i still likes to go clubbing wif my gfs...i wanna settle down wif foo but not at e moment...think he also think e same way as me...cuz there is one day foo was telling me tat mostly his frenz is going to married...he asked me when is our turn to get married...i was so shocked tat he asked me dis question...i was quiet awhile...den he said i wont wan to married u...i tot tat he said he dun wan to married me...but his meaning is he wanna to have a career first before he married me...haha...i was very happy tat he said dis to me...but there is a question mark is still in my mind...is he my mr right?i still dunno yet...
the thing i noe rite now is i was very happy to be wif him...although sometimes he do stupid things...but overall it still alright...there is some strange feeling tat i always thinking abt it...dunno y i'm afraid tat one day i might lose him...i dun bear to lose him...dunno wat will be happen to me if he leave me or i leave him...e more i think e more i'm afraid of it...
haiz...think we should see how it goes first den...wish me luck tat i can last long wif him...
*no matter wat had happen or one of u done something wrong...u still e one i luv most...
