should i gif up anot...i reali dunno...sometimes i juz feel like giving up but den i dun bear to gif up...i very miserable...wat should i do now...im afraid once i gif up i will lose everything...a sad thing abt life is when u meet someone u love,e onli to find out in e end tat it wasn't meant to be and tat u have been wasted yrs on someone who wasnt worth it for...but luv is blind rite...haiz...i dunno wat i did izzit rite anot...need to confess to him abt our problem tat lies on wif us...he not going to celebrate valentine time wif me...he will be working on tat day...i will be celebrate velentine day wif my fren...