Thursday, March 5, 2009 / 2:30 AM
hmmm...should i accept a new relationship or waiting for e old wan to change??"he" reali treated me very gd...being wif him reali feel very happy..i have been touched by him...touched is refer "xin dong"not tat kind of touch...recently i have been hanging out wif him very often..but den i still abit she bu de to give up e old wan cuz im been waiting for e old wan to change...how?wat should i do...i reali dunno leh...izzit "jiu de bu qu xin de bu lai"am i doing e rite choice to broke off wif foo...maybe i cannot turn back now...if i wanna turn back den y at e first place i wan break wif foo...wats e point of breaking up wif him n wan to patch back wif him rite???since im e one who make e decision to break off wif foo,den y im still thinking abt him so much...am i reali very selfish?i told "him" to wait for me...but wat if one day foo willing wan to change cuz of me n in e end i patching up wif foo...its very unfair to "him"...all along i'm walking to e wrong path...no matter how bad it was,i still have to make a decision...to start a new relationship or choosing to turn back.,..relationship r reali so complicated...
