i decided to tok abt our relationship again after his exam is over...think i reali have to gif him a chance to tok abt it...juz now i have my conversation wif bestie pei abt my prob wif foo...i realised tat im abit selfish...but i dun reali admit tat everything is my fault...half of it also have to blame foo...dunno on tat day wat is e outcome is...if we can back together den hopefully it wont happen again...but if we cant get back together...hopfully we still can be frenz...
its hard to turn back if choosing e wrong path way...n i dunno wat i did izzit rite anot...i dun wan to hurt any more pple le...but if can let me decide again i rather both also dun wan....juz have my single life will do...cuz franky speaking im juz tired abt relationship things...dunno out of a sudden i juz think tat relationship to me actually is nth already...dunno izzit becuz of e way tat foo treated me...n i dun have any confidence in relationship again...im juz tired abt everything...i reali need a break...
taking leave for tml n wed...tmlif i can wake up early think i will cook spahetti for my lunch...and xue lin jioing me go clubbing on wed...dunno wanna go anot...think i shall see how first ba...den tml blackie is going to take out his 7 teeth...gd luck to him...think i shall stop here le...abit sianz liao...
