haiz...im tired but cant slp...dunno y also...juz thinking alot of things which make me cant slp...hmmm..went to work n tell sis tat im going to resign...u noe wat she said to me...she ask me not to resign cuz its like e benifit here is so gd y u wanna leave..she send me to hr n discuss wif them abt it...dey ask me to go home n think abt it...tml den gif them e ans...n dey also increse my pay too...all my maay colleagues ask me not to go...asked me to stay...i wanted to resign on sept but dey asked me y not extend to dec better...take bonus n leave,but i told them see how it goes lor...hee...


haiz...im so confusing...i noe wats my decision already for relationship thing...but juz tat i dunno how to say abt it...i think at e first place i shouldnt patch wif him...cuz now den i realised its not love,its juz tat we r used to each other le...i dun feel e love already...my love for him start to fade away to thin air liao...things have happen ard me n him...if at e first place i din patch wif him i wont be more miserable dan now...cuz its hard to say 2nd time...but den im abit tired of dis relationship...haiz...wat should i do now...



im planning sept to have a drink at o bar wif batok ite bball players...haha...looking forward at it...was online chatting wif desmond wu wei jie regarding abt drinking thing...he was like happy as me abt dis planning...ask me to go plan...haha...i will be planning dis when it going to cum on sept...mummy todae also ask me whether wan go genting anot...she said she will treat me go cuz of my birthday...haha...im thinking of looking for pple to go genting...anyone?hee...definalty will be before my birthday...hmm...maybe i shall arrange e drinking plan wif batok ite before my birthday too...haha...gd idea ya!haha...wow...say until my birthday its like still got 2 more mths to go...like a fast can...im going to turn to 23 yrs old liao le lar...haha...hmmm...k lar...think i juz update till here le...tml got to work...if not tml im sure super tired wan de lor...hee...nite everybody...