fri having gathering wif my pri sch frenz at ps...had dinner at cafe cartel...din use my camera to take pic...dun ask me y cuz i also dunno y i din take out my camera to take photo....to me,i dun think its like a pri sch gathering...cuz some pple bring dey r beloved to our gathering...kao!like a sianz can...but anyway dey took some pic...so maybe i can steal those pic tat take to upload to my fb or blog ba...hee...


and its sat...u noe wat?im at home lor...wanted to go out to have a drink but none of my frenz is going o bar tonite...haiz...wat a boring wkend for me...wondering he is fine without me anot...but i think he will be fine without me ba...he all along should be used to it already...cuz i think to him...with or w/o me he still can live well...haiz...



tml its sun already...super fast...n i still have no plan for sun lor...haiz!im like a sianz can...feel like go sing k box or go for a drink...i juz dun wan to stay at home tats all...next wk by rite going to watch national parade wif mr alan zhuo but he todae told me he couldnt make it cuz he got to work tat day...so he ask me to look for other pple to see but he will gif me e 2 tickets...i ask xi hong to watch wif me...i asked him to watch cuz tat time he asked me to watch kobe so dis time consider i return him back lor...i tot he wont wanna go watch but i guess im wrong...he said he wanna watch...haha...heng ar!at least i found pple to watch liao if not dunno still can ask who to watch le...


hmmm...im happy being wif him...he reali brighten my day...but wats is on his mind...reali hard to guess...wat he reali wan,its still a ??? mark...sometimes e things he say n treat me is different..but y its him...i also dunno y its him can???he reali make me confusing...i need someone to by my side now...to show care n concern...
i noe at dis time i shoudnt say dis at e moment...but i reali need a man who can show care n concern to me,understad me well,always by my side,can control me well,n whenever im down he will be there for me...a man tat i can reali gif up my social life n totally by his side..how i wish i can find a man like dis...but dun u think its hard to find...haiz...