why im so afraid to lose him when he is not even mine?

wats wrong wif me...y its him not others?i nv tot it will be him...i think i cant be bother anymore...im stepping out...i think in e end it wont happen to us..cuz he belong to another gal...i have to return him back to her...i think so much also no used...i dun wan to have e burning sensation again to happen to me...juz let fate to decide ba..no matter wats e outcome in future between us i muz accept it...

label:y im so afraid to lose him when he is not even mine...