its sat already..woke up not long n have my lunch wif bb at home.speggetti for lunch.so full rite now n have a coffee made by bb.haha...so sweet of him!everything prepare by him.of cuz e speggetti is not he cooked one was his mum but he prepare n put on e desk for me.cuz i was lazy to wake up frm e bed.haha...oppss!

im still struggling for money,cuz going to save as much as possible for our thai trip.i have set aside half of my pay for bb to keep juz in case i have spend e money.n i struggling wif e rest of e pay tat i left...haiz,not enough for me leh cuz not alot,spend too much money already,i din noe wat i spend but i spending my money like drinking water like tat lor...haiz sianz!i reali muz not over spend my money.if not i reali cannot enjoy my thai trip wif so little money. =( god pls drop some money to us ba kk...


frm now on,i should eat 2 meal a day,no late dinner or supper for me!!cuz im getting fatter n fatter.it make me feel so "zi bei"when i saw myself in e mirror.becum so big size,n my stomach look so big!(dun worry im not pregnent)juz tat i love to eat junk food n always have my late dinner.n i always dunno how to control when i eating too much,force myself to eat finish all e stuff even when im already full.tats y cant digest n stomach getting bigger.i reali dun wan to becum like dis!i reali wanna slim down like last time.of cuz not too skinny.juz nice will do...reali sad to see myself in e mirror.i dun wan pple to say im fat or big size.dun like bb always make fun of my size.haiz!reali need to be diet.if im rich,i definalty will go slimming center to slim down my body.

jia you!!!